This Is Me ( stud x fem )

Chapter 26 - Too Much

Ky
What the fuck is going on? I fuck Summer good and then she comes out of the bathroom in tears, she tells me she loves me, and has to leave or I will get hurt? That's some fishy shit, but I have a hell of an idea of who the fuck is threatening her like that. If it is who I think it is, Ray, it's gonna be hard to work around this.
Summer
Last night I was raped.... Raped and told who to love. The whole time I was thinking about Ky. She really feels for me.
Now, I'm naked in the cold room of my rapist/stalker/ex, wrapped up in the same arms that pinned my forcibly to the bed last night, thrusting her dildo into me.
Im disgusted, not only with myself, but with Ray! Who knew she'd be a fucking creep! Not me! I feel wetness between my legs. I feel down and then look at my hand. I'm bleeding.
I try to get out of bed and string arms pull me back. I could recall a time when this would be cute to me, and now it is only a nightmare.
"Where the hell are you going, beautiful?" she whispers down my neck. "You aren't leaving me are you?"
I shake my head, frowing. "No. I'm not. I just need to go to the bathroom and freshen up. Im bleeding."
Ray frowns and looks at me sadly, like she actually cares. It's as if she snapped out of her trance. "Did I do that?" she asks, rubbing my head.
I nod.
She sighs. "Im sorry. It's just.... I'm so damned crazy about you that sometimes I dont know what to do!" Yea. Crazy is the right word. She lets me go. "I'm sorry."
I nod. "Im about to go clean up."
Ray frowns. "I love you."
I fake smile. "Love ya too." I walk into the bathrooms to clean myself without looking in the mirror, but when I finally look, it is not pretty.
My face is red and slightly swollen, probably from last night. And my lip is busted on the side. My back is what really suffers though. Its bruised up and down. My body is sore.
Theres a knock.
Its Ray. "What's taking so long in there?" Scared the shit out of me.
I shake my head. "Uhm... It was a lot of blood."
"Oh," Ray says. There's a pause. "Look.... Can I come in?" I dont answer. She just walks in. "There's many reasons," she says walking towards me. "It's only because I love you, and I can't stand the thought of anyone else having you. So think of the bruises I gave to make you stay as love marks."
Love marks?! What the fuck?!
I nod. "I have yo use the bathroom now."
Ray leaves reluctantly.
I pee and look through the drawers for something to kill ray with. The most I found was a razor. Instead, I use that take too cut myself.
Soon my pain feels as if for a small moment all of it is gone. Vanished in a instant. The pain's back again, so I repeat this for a while until I decide to wash up and go downstairs. I put on a T shirt first. One that belongs to Kylie, to make me feel safe. I coordinate my outfit for scho around it.
"Goodmorning Mommy!" RayRay says.
I fake smile. "Goodmorning beautiful." I pull out a bowl to eat cereal with and fix some cereal. "Ready for school?"
She nods. "Hey, Mommy! Look at what Daddy bought me." RayRay extends her wrist. Theres a bracelet. "It wont come off ever! Ive tried. It stung me. Daddy says its so I can remember you forever. Something about her needing your insurance?"
My eyes get wide. That watch could kill her at any second, any minute, any time. It wont come off! And it's something to insure that I stay here because Ray knows how much I love RayRay.
"It's beautiful," I choke out.
Someone touches my shoulder causing me to jump. "Isnt it though?" Ray.
RayRay admires the watch. "Mommy, what's wrong? It looks like youve been crying."
Ray walks away. "It's okay, honey. One of mommy's friends almost died last night." She's referring to Kylie. Oh my fucking God.
"Uhm, RayRay, go get ready for school," I tell her. "Mommy's gonna take you."
"I am ready, silly!" RayRay yells.
Mo, Dee, and Jae walk out.
Mo gives me the "are you okay" look, and so does Dee.
I secretly nod.
"Well, Im off to work before school, bae," Ray says. She eyes me in a deadly manner and kisses my cheek. She whispers, "Dont try nothing funny." She shows me her phone with texts of a video of me fucking Ky and Send All at the top. She hovers her finger over the sen button. "Let's go niggas." Jae and Dee leave.
Mo eyes me, but I'm quiet.
School
I walk in the school and everybody's eyeing me. I must look hella good today or something.
Mo drops a note at my desk: Meet me in the bathroom... 2 mins ~ Ky
I eye Mo. "What about Ray? Isn't that your friend?"
She shakes her head. "Ray's my boss. You're my friend. Now go fix your face. You look all blotchy and your lip us really red in that corner."
I gasp and pull out my compact mirror. "OMY GOD! Come help me!" I grap my purse and Mo and drag them both to the nearest bathroom on the other side of the floor! I kick in the bathroom door and lay all my makeup across the sink just as the bell rings. "Why didn't you tell me before?!"
Mo snacks her lips. "Who tells their depressed bestfriend they look like crap?!"
I push her. "You do! You always do!" I yell, laughing. "If Ky sees me like this, she's gonna kill Ray."
"And go back to jail again!" Mo adds. "They'll keep her this time."
"WHAT?!" I yell. "Ky w-"
"No time. We'll talk about it later." She puts on my basic makeup like I always do. Everyone done except the concealer on where my lip is busted and some new lipstick. She's concealing the bust when someone comes in the door.
I close my eyes. We freeze. Too late.
Ky exposes herself from behind Ray. She gently moves Mo to the side. Following that, she caresses the side of my face. "You look fine," she says sounding relieved. She starts running her thumb across my cheek. "For a moment, I thought Ray-" She accidentally wipers of the concealer on my lip.
Ky
Summer moves my hand. "Ky, cal-"
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I yell. Her is busted.
Mo speaks up. "Kylie, dont flash on-"
"YOU KNEW?!" I ask. I walk around the bathroom to gather myself. I kick a stall in. "You fucking knew?!"
Mo nods her head. "Ky, I didn't want you to catch a case."
"A ca- A case?!" I ask. "You letting my baby get beat over a goddamned case? Fuck a case!"
Mo shakes her head. "You gone do some treal (true/real) time this time, bruh."
I sit on the counter lined with mirrors across from the ones on the sink. I put my face in my hands. "I cant go back, MoMo."
Mo nods. "I know."
I pull my baby close and turn her to face the sink mirror sO I can check her back. I can see her holding her breath as I expose the bruises on my back. She breaks down and tears drop.
"Christina," I mumble. "Christina, Christina, Christina." Christina is my ex that Ray took from me.
Summer turns around. "W-w-what?"
I lean on her shoulder. "She beat Christina like this. The same places. The same way.... Til she just moved away and came back a crackhead."
"Christina, Ray's kid's mom?" she asks.
"That aint her kid!" I yell. She breaks down, and whispers, "That aint her kid. It's mine. My BabyGirl. I named Raylynn after her! Raylynn Michelle is my kid!"
Ky's speechless!
"What are we gonna do?" Mo asks. "We gotta take action."
"No," Summer says simply. "No. Please. No."
"What?" I say confused.
"You don't understand," Summee says backing up towards the door. "Im begging you!"
"But..." Mo and I say simultaneously.
Summer pushes the door back. "I-I got to go."
Summer
It's even more personal now that Raylynn is Ky's kid. The person I love's kid is in danger too. I refuse to let her die. Either of them.
The bell rings for second period. Announcements:
Here's what you all have been waiting for...
The hallways fill with eager people to listen to the news and others just eager to leave or go to their next class.
Our new cheerteam head members are as follows.
Im swiftly brushing through the halls confident that I didn't get captain nor Co-captain.
Co-captain: Lizzie McGee..... (Applause) Co-Captain: Lyndi Fisher..... (Applause)
"Whaaaat?" her bratty little voice rings. "If I didn't get captain, then who did?!"
By now Im in tears thinking of how I'm gonna get out of this predicament.
Aaaaannnnd yooooour 2016-2017 EastBeach High Cheer Captain iiiiiiiiiiisssssssssss..... Summer Seasons.
I freeze.
There has to be another Summer Seasons.
Every person in the school looks my way.
I fake a smile just as the head photographer and head of newspaper, Kylie, takes my picture.
Don't forget ladies. Please see our SBP (STUDENT BODY PRESIDENT), Kylie Autumn, sometime today. There's a meeting tonight for all heads of EastBeach. Gooooooooo Dolphins!
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