This Is Me ( stud x fem )

Chapter 30 - Closure

Raylynn
"So what's been happening since I been gone," Dad says to us at halftime of the game. "I've been out of the loop of life for almost a year."
I freeze. I debate on telling him about mom and how she's been on every TV show in America, but I decide not to.
Just my luck a commercial appears in the giant score board. Is the commercial for mom's new movie. There are pieces of scenes: ones from the army, ones from a house, and there's a love making scene.
Dad's jaw drops. "I-Is that Summer?!" She drops her nacho. "That's your mom, kid!"
I laugh. "I know, dad. I know!"
Dad looks a tad angry. "I asked you what was new! The fact that your mom's in a movie, hell, that's fucking new, considering you haven't seen her since you were seven."
I bite my lip. "Dad.... I have seen her since then. She came down once while you were gone. Right after you left actually."
"AND NO ONE MENTIONED IT TO ME!?" she yells.
"Well... Your fiance, Rose, met her." I look away because I hate making her today, especially since she just got back.
"America's sweetheart, Summer Seasons, will be at her Alma Mater, EastBeach High's, first football game of the season! Get your tickets. Get your package tickets too! That will get you a signed picture of America's sweetheart herself, Summer Seasons!"
Ky
I walk into my house, slightly shell-shocked about what just happened. Summer came here after I left. It's as if she's dodging me. And she'll be here ironically for Raylynn's first football game? Something's fishy.
"Baeeeeee!" Rose runs downstairs right into my arms. "O. M. G. baby! I missed you!" I kiss her for a long time. I missed her, too.
"Me too baby." I kiss her all over her face. "How's my littlw Rosebush?" I say laying her on the couch.
Rose bites her lip. "Rose misses Daddy!" She leans back fondling my long sleeve Polo button-down she has on, exposing the top of her breasts.
I bite my lip at her. "I miss hearing you call me that. Say it again!"
"Daddy. Daddy. Daddy." She teases me, crawling towards ne, knowing I can see that pink lace thong she has on. She straddles me waist. "Excuse me, Miss. Soldier, I need to use your rifle."
I lean back and smirk. "Owe, baby. Not the roleplay. You know how that gets me."
She starts to takes off my uniform, leaving me in a Gray T and boxers and boots. "I want you."
I groan. "Babe, I want you too, but I been with Raylynn and the flight was long and-"
Rose gets up, making sure I can see her ass by pulling the short up some. She unbuttons the skirt all of the way. "I guess... I guess I'll have to shower alone." The shirt hits the ground, showing me her mocha brown skin. "The removable shower head vibrates. I'll just use that."
I immediately stand up. "Can I watch?"
She starts running up the stairs. "If you can catch me!" She runs up to the room.
I swear I use every ounce of military training to catch that ass. I catch her right before she closes the bathroom door snd smack her ass. She lets out a scream.
I smirk.
"Ow, baby. You know that turns me on!" She smirks back. She jumps in the shower with a thong on and uses the shower head to tease herself.
I kick off the shoes when I can't take anymore and hop in! Every time we fuck... I imagine that its Summer..... Maybe.... Maybe, I need some closure. Maybe I should see Summer. Just for closure.
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Summer
I sit on the edge of my bed thinking about this before it happens. "Lauren...." I let that name escape my lips just barely as she kisses on my neck. After six years, I gonna let her. "Be gentle. I've only done this once."
Lauren bites her lip. "I can't believe your gonna let me. Finally!" She kisses down my body. "I've been wanting to fuck you since I first met you. This beautiful skin."
I laugh in between moans. "You like black girls?"
Lauren smiles. "I love you, so you tell me."
I sit up. "That's enough." I crawl back to the headboard.
Lo groans. "Let me. Please. I won't hurt you. You do this everytime we get this close."
I sigh. "Okay. Just don't expect this to mean we're a thing. I wanna-"
"I know what you've said, but I know what your heart wants." Lauren sits by me. "You want me. You love me. What's holding you back, Sunshine?"
Closure, I want to say. Closure of knowing that Ky and I are done. I know it's been six years but.... But I want her to know. I feel like I'm cheating. "Nothing."
Lauren frowns. "I watch you cry in your sleep, Sunshine. Something's wrong. Before that audition.... Before you came here. What hap-"
"Just hold me," I instruct. "Just hold me like you always do. Let me know it all okay."
Lo shakes her head. "I've done that for six years, Sunshine. It's time for you to choose! Do you want me as a lover or just a manager?"
I stay silent.
Lo gets up, frantically throwing her clothes on. "Enough said."
"Don't leave!" I yell. "Please."
With her suit pants on snd the buckle to the belt not evn done she just throws on her button-down, not even buttoning it up. "From now on, I am Ms. Stacks and you're Miss. Seasons."
"But Lauren!" I cry out. Don't leave me.
She grabs her phone. "Good day, Miss. Seasons. I'll be back tomorrow to pick you up for your flight to California."
I sigh. "Ugh."
She opens the door and cameras are bargading it and her.
"Ms. Stacks, are you and America's sweetheart having an affair?" "Why are your clothes so disgruntled?" "Are you symbolism for the white girl she's with in the movie?"
An angry Laurens barges through them all, not answering a question.
They turn their attention to me. I have on a long button down with no pants.
"America's sweetheart, where are your clothes?" "Not so much of a sweetheart, are you?" "Why were you both half-dressed in your complex?"
I look away, trying to close the door. They wont let me. Flahes are all in my eyes.
My bodygaurd, Kent, walks up the hallway where they are. "That's enough people! Move it or lose it! Nothing to see here!" Kent closes the door from the inside. "You okay?"
I shake my head. "Kent... She left me. After all these years. She's been my only love for the last six years."
Kent sighs. "Well, if you wnat my advice... If I was with a beautiful girl such as yourself. And I had to wait four years to peck her on the lips. Then two more years to almost have sex three times, I'd leave to. You've been hiding her in the shadows... Too long."
Kent had a point. Lauren has been building me uo for six years, and now I'm one of the most loved females in America. We've secretly loved each other for this long. And I've been hiding her in the shadows. But I need closure.