Friends with Benifits

Chapter 51

** Connors point of view **

After running out of the school I quickly hopped into my truck staring it up. I really didn't care how fast I was driving I needed to get to the hospital ASAP. If that meant me getting a ticket on my way there than it totally be worth it. I needed to know that both my girls are gonna be okay poor heartily I hope her little heart is still pounding fighting for dear life. I ended up at St. John's hospital I drove around the parking lot several times looking for the closest parking spot. Once I parked my truck I quickly turned off the engine than got out an slammed my door shut causing some people to stare my way.

I jogged straight through the hospital doors an headed for the receptionist desk. Where a young woman sat behind a wooden desk writing some stuff down. " Excuse me , I'm looking for Zoey she was rushed here a few min-" " oh yes you must be Connor she's asked an mentioned you to just about everybody in the hospital " The woman said chuckling a little I glared at her this wasn't a laughing matter. She cleared her throat than typed some things into her computer before speaking up again. " Um she's in room 23 please walk down the hallway quietly " the woman pleaded I just nodded than made my way down the hallway.

As I made my way down the hallway I was praying for two things an two things only. 1 may my future daughter still be alive an 2 may Zoey be okay. It seemed like forever before I finally made it to room 23 before opening the door I peeked through the door to see Zoey laying in bed with a hospital gown on. She wasn't sleeping she'd been laying in bed reading a magazine I sighed than quietly opened the door. Zoey quickly put down the magazine an smiled once she connected eyes with me. But that smile slowly faded away as tears made there way down her cheeks , god I knew what thoughts were running through her mind. I let the door shut silently behind me than jogged over to Zoey's bed an wrapped my arms around her.

" Oh baby I'm sorry I couldn't make it here sooner! " I say as I held Zoey close to me " It's fine " Zoey said " Have they said anything about the baby? " Zoey pulled away from me than sniffled. " No I told them I wanted to wait till you got here to hear whatever news they had about the baby. " I stared into Zoeys glossy eyes she also feared the worse to " Baby please don't cry you have to stay as positive as possible. " I say rubbing her hand. Zoey sniffled again than wiped her eyes " I know it's just since I left the school I haven't felt heartily move what's so ever " I was speechless for a moment I couldn't start thinking the worse not now or ever.

" Sweetheart remember the possibilities such as heartily could be sleeping , baby's don't often move constantly. " I say trying to find a bright side to all of this. I leaned in an kissed her soft lips she responded but for only a couple seconds. " I love you Connor " I grinned " I love you sweetheart " We both jumped at the sound of 3 knocks on the door. In walked in a doctor with sky blue scrubs on an a clip board in his hands " Hello my name is Doctor Susan's you must be Zoey? " Zoey nodded.

" Um.. uh whi--" I frowned " Doctor why are you hesitating?! Is the baby fine or not? " I asked standing up feeling a bit annoyed. Doctor Susan's sighed shaking her head she walked up to the foot of the bed an answered. " Im sorry for your loss , I'm afraid when you fell to much pressure was forced on the baby resulting in her death. " Doctor Susan's said. I stood there not only heart broken but also beyond pissed off at the dumb cunt who's the cause of this. As soon as I felt Zoeys hand shaking in my mine I mentally returned back to reality I needed to be here for Zoey. I laid down on the bed next to Zoey holding her close to me as she cried into my chest.

Half an hour later..

I couldn't help but let out a couple of tears as well but I didn't make it noticeable. Zoey had been crying for about an hour until she fell asleep in my arms. I on the other hand didn't fall asleep I laid in bed wide awake thinking of all the things that could have been if this never happened. I'm not sure how I'm ever gonna be able to live passed this , feels like half my life had been taken from me.

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Not gonna lie this probably really is a crappy chapter so sorry!

Hope no one has given up on my story , speaking of baby's guess who's a proud mommy!! ME💕💕
I recently had a baby girl 12 days ago 👶👶👶So iv been quite busy lately..