Friends with Benifits

Chapter 53

Sarah~

" So what are we going to do about Casey? " I asked

" What do you mean? There's nothing we can do. " Alice asked

" We'll Casey is the cause of a loss child wouldn't that count as some kinda murder or whatever?"

Zoeys head popped up looking straight at me almost like she had an idea.

" Maybe it could count as murder but we'd need to talk to the police first. " Zoey said

If we go to the cops about this there gonna ask a whole bunch of questions. There gonna want eveidence gonna wanna know who we're the by standers an if they saw anything. It will be an endless amount of an investigstion that will seem to last for ever.

" Alice? Sarah? " Zoey said trying to catch our attention.

" yes? " Me an Alice both said at the same time.

" So me an Connor were talking he asked me what I wanted to do with Heartily. Either keep her or let the doctors take her out of me, so I wanted to know your thoughts on what I should do." Zoey said

Mmm that was a tough question to answer I don't even know what I would do. Honestly though the thought of the doctors say ' would take a child out of me ' cause of a death really would break my heart. I don't know what to tell Zoey with out giving her the wrong answer.

" I don't think that's up to us to answer , it's whatever you an Connor feel is right " I said

Zoey sighed than looked over at Alice waiting for a response.

' I agree with Sarah this really isn't our say but if it were me I'd keep the baby, just cause I couldn't imagine my life with out say if I had a child. " Alice said

Zoey didn't say anything she just starred up at the ceiling like it was the most interesting thing in the world. I sighed I didn't know what I could do to make Zoey feel better or see her happy again. I guess only time will tell but I'll do my best to make her happy again.

" Zoey I'll be back later or possibily sometime tomorrow okay? "

Zoey just nodded still staring up at the ceiling.

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** Zoeys point of view **

I nodded as Sarah left an Alice fallowed right behind I watched as they walked out the door. I could feel the depression setting in right along with anxiety horrible combination. I don't know if I was strong enough to handle this pain I'm feeling let a loan getting past it. I don't think I could ever get past this a loss of a inocent child that didn't even have a chance to live her life not even one day.

God damn under all this pain there was anger built up inside me that I plan to let loose on one specific person.

" Hello Zoey how you feeling today? " The doctor asked smiling.

" eh I'm fine " I replied back

" Feeling any pain today? "

I shook my head no

* Lies *

I was just ready to get out of this God for sakin hospital I was never really big on visiting hospitals.

" Okay we'll in that case your free to go home, please just wait on the RN she'll be in, in a moment to take out all those IV's. "

The doctor said as she scribbled something down on her clip board than walked out. Ah shit I needed to call Conner or someone for that matter I forgot the ambulance drove me here. Speaking of people I wondered why my mom hadn't come an see me I figured she'd be the first to show up aside from Connor. Well I guess il find out when I get home kinda upsets me that she didnt come to the hospital to see me.

Couple hours later I was on my way home ridding in a taxicab not really how I imagined myself going home. When i got to my house i seen Alices car id say sarah is with her i have the greatest bestfriends ever! I got out of the car an shoved my hand in my pocket digging for some money just than i pulled out a 20$ bill than handed it to the taxi driver. With that he drove away an i walked up my drive way an opened the front door.

" SURPRISE!! WELCOME HOME!! "
A bunch of people yelled as i walked in the door , i gave everyone a fake smile an eyed the living room for either my mom or Connor. Just than my mom came walking out of the kitchen with tears in her eyes. I ran up to her an gave her a big warm hug try to comfort her.

" Aw honey sorry i couldnt make it to the hospital but im here now , now we can sob on each others shoulders "

A grin spread across my face she always knew how to make me laugh. I heard a familair someone scuff there voice i pulled away from my moms hug an turned around to see only the love of my life.

I ran up to him an gave him the biggest hug ever i missed him so much , not to mention i showered him with a bunch of kisses.

" Thank you every one of you for supporting me through this i really do appreciate it. I love you all more than words could describe. "

I say expressing my love for everyone!

" Well we love you to! " Alice said

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Ugh i know been a long long time since iv updated. My 3 month old daughter has been sick an as a first time mommy im trying not to stress about this to much!

Anyways next chapter...

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