Violetta One Shots!

Grief | Fedeigo /33/

I don't know if I spelt the ship name right. I hope this one shot is better than the other.

Fede P.O.V.

She is dead. I loved her, and now she is dead. It is all my fault. If I never let my jealousy get the better of me then she would still be here. I watched her die in front of my eyes, as she fell, looking to me, and him to save her. But I couldn't. It was impossible. But it should've been me. I was stupid to let her go like that.

Now, I stood at her grave. The stone had her name, and a few words. She was a great daughter, friend, girlfriend and overall person. My heart ached reading that, it ached seeing her name engraved on the stone, it was rubbing the fact that she was dead in my face.

A tear rolled down my cheek, but I didn't wipe it away. They kept on coming, my vision blurred because the tears were in my eyes. I hear somebody else sniff and turn around, wiping some tears. I didn't want to look like a complete wreck in front of the person. I see black hair and immediately glare. It was him.

"Go away! I was here first!" I shout angrily at him.

Diego moves his hands away from his eyes and I intake a breath. His eyes were red and puffy, he had dark circles under his eyes. It was like he had been crying and hadn't had any sleep since her death. And it was a few days ago.

"Diego are you okay?" I ask him, before I can stop myself. I was concerned about him, no matter what we had done in the past, I cared.

"Why do you care?" Diego asked, I was asking myself thing man!

"I don't know," I sigh.

"I'm sorry," I hear murmur.

"Me too," I reply and he looks up shocked. I give him a look that says, Yeah, I heard, and he shakes his head.

"What happened to us?" Diego croaks. "We were best friends," He says his voice breaking.

"It was her," I answer glancing at the grave.

Diego sighs and rakes a hand through his hair.

"Wanna come to my house?" Diego asks softy.

I nod. Diego starts walking and I follow closely behind him. It's been quite awhile since I have been there. We had a lot of memories there, it's too bad our friendship was broken so easily. We reach his house and go straight to his bedroom. Diego sits on his bed and I just stand there awkwardly watching him.

"You really loved her didn't you?" Diego asks and I nod, "It's all our fault," Diego adds.

"Stop," I plea.

"Just trying to make conversation!" Diego says putting his hands up in defeat.

Just thinking about her made me want to cry. Before I know it tears were rolling down my cheeks again. I rapidly try to wipe them away by they keep on coming, did I seriously have to cry in front of him? Diego stands up and I expect him to leave the room but he walks over to me. He takes me into a hug and I hug him back.

It felt weird. There was this weird feeling going through me, little sparks. It was like he gave me energy, he gave me life. I hug him tighter as more sparks enter me. Diego rubs my back, he probably thinks I was getting sadder, but really, I just wanted to feel him more. He had a nice hard chest, but it was soft, comfortable to be pressed against.

"I know what you are doing," Diego says after awhile of us close together.

I sigh and break the hug. He still doesn't walk away, he just smirks at me. The smirk sent butterflies through me, but I didn't understand why. 

"I don't mind," Diego admits.

"did you feel a connection?" I blurt out.

Diego takes a step closer, and I take a step back. He carries on stepping forward and I step back until my back was against the door. Diego moves closer and I could feel his warm breath on my face. He pins my arms above my head.

"You tell me, do you feel anything when I'm so close to you," He asks huskily. I Shake my head quickly.

"Do you feel anything when I do this?" He asks me and he starts sucking on my neck. I held in a moan as I shake my head again.

"Do you feel anything when I do this?" He asks in a low voice as he starts kissing my ear, and sucks on my earlobe. I gulp and shake my head.

"Hmm, so I can do this," Diego says and he kisses my lips. I kiss back but he breaks away.

"Why did you kiss back?" He asks huskily smirking.

"Just kiss me!" I demand.

"My pleasure,"

He kisses me again. And this time, he doesn't break apart quickly.

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This is the finished one. Thank you LeenDabaja for the suggestion!!!!!!!!! Hope you enjoyed!!

Lexy