My Sixteen Years Old Bride

Chapter 27: Regrets

[3rd Person's POV]

Sobrang pagsisisi ang nararamdaman ni Isabelle. Para na siyang mababaliw dahil sa pagkamiss sakanyang asawa. She's out of control. But she know her limitations. Lalo na ngayong magkakababy na sila. That's why she is trying to control herself from stress and overthinking.

Today is Monday morning. May pasok siya. She decided to continue her studies for this semester, isang buwan nalang naman ang kailangan niyang hintayin.

"Aaack! Aaack! Hm." She's having a morning sickness, and she hate it. Mabuti nalang ay nagtext sakanya kagabi ang prof nila na hindi ito makakarating sa klase. It only means that her schedule will be moved. Magiging 11 am na ang first class niya, and it's just 7 am. She doesn't need to hurry.

"My goodness. I hate this kind of feeling." Bulong niya sa kanyang sarili.

She touched her not-so-bumpy tummy, "Baby, chill ka lang diyan. Huwag mong masyadong pahirapan si mommy ha. Dad is not around." She said quietly na para bang susunod ito sakanya.

She prepared herself after that. Gusto niyang kumain. Gusto niya ng... LUTO NI WAYNE!

"Ay tanga. Iniwan ka nga ng asawa mo kasi tanga ka. Wag ka ng umasa sa luto niya." Napaisip siya doon. Paano nga ba niya matitikman ang luto ng kanyang asawa kung wala ito? She doesn't even know where in this world could possibly be her husband is.

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[Janine's POV]

"Why are you absent last week?" Nandito ako ngayon sa office of the principal. She is asking– no, interrogating me about the reason why I was absent last week.

"Ma'am, I'm sorry. I got sick last week. My mom didn't allowed me to go to school." Pagpapaliwanag ko sakanya.

"Okay. I'll just call your mom. You may go now." Pagkatapos noon ay lumabas na ako ng office niya.

"Sis!!!" Yeah, I know who it is.

Tumingin ako sa tumatawag sa akin, si Jerina.

"OMG. Sis, I missed you!!" She said while pouting.

"Jay, I don't have time to meddle with you. Marami akong kailangan ipass na requirements. Let's just talk tomorrow." I said and left her.

I don't know pero moody ako. Siguro dahil sa condition ko. Baby, don't make me so moody. Wala pang may alam sa eskwelahan namin na buntis ako. Maybe if Wayne is here with me, he wouldn't allow me to go to school anymore. He's protective. I miss you, Mr. Altamonte.

The day went well. But I'm so distant. Ayokong makipag mingle sa iba kong classmates. I want to be alone. Gusto ko lang na makita si Wayne. My day is tiring. As in super pagod. Tinapos ko na laha ng kailangan kong ipass. There are quizzes na kailangan din matake. But I decided na itake nalang bukas. Magrereview pa ako. 

I called the driver to fetch me. Huh, if Wayne was here.. Hindi ko na kailangang maghintay. Buong araw kitang iniisip.. I hope that you feel the same way, Wayne.

Bigla kong naalala nung unang beses akong magpasundo sakanya sa school. I waited him for 2 hours or more. Those times na hindi pa fully developed ang nararamdaman ko para sakanya. Yung panahon na butterflies palang ang nararamdaman ko sa tiyan at hindi pa baby. I smiled with the thought.

Dumating na si manong driver and I decided na dumaan muna sa mall. I don't know, pero I feel like I need or I want to buy something.

Nasa mall ako ng makita ko yung dalawang couple na magkahawak kamay. And when I turned my head, nakakita naman ako ng couple na super clingy nung girl. Her arm was hung on her boyfriend's arm. Kung nandito ka lang talaga... We'll surely do the same thing.

The thought of him, having another woman is killing me. I want to be possessive. Gusto ko akin lang siya. Wayne, bumalik ka lang... Ipaparamdam ko kung gaano ako kadamot pag dating sayo.

While strolling, I saw a baby store. Naisipan kong pumasok. I think I need to buy something for our baby. I smiled because of the thought. I'm sure na kung nandito lang si Wayne ay marami ng baby clothes and toys sa bahay. I want him to decorate our baby's room.

Nanggigilid nanaman ang mga luha ko. My decisions back then are so childish and so selfish. Hindi ko siya pinakinggan. Feeling ko ako lang lagi ang tama. But no, I was wrong. D*mn wrong. At pinagsisisihan ko lahat ng yon. Every inch of my decisions back then are so regretful.

Wayne, bumalik ka lang sakin.. Babawi ako. Please come home. Me and our baby misses you so much.

I know it's not late to correct all of my mistakes. When he comes back, I will do the right things.