Where's my daddy?

Chapter 1-Visiting his grave

Im Alexandra Park..

22years old..

Single and its complicated;))

Complicated dahil, busy ako sa work at pagaalaga sa 2 years old baby ko na super cute na nakakawala ng pagod.;))

Since the death of my husband ay wala na akong time para humanap ng lovelife..

well..

who needs one?

Yun kapag anjan na mahal na mahal mo na tapos bigla kalang iiwan sa isang kisapmata?

no way, i wont let myself suffer again..

tama na ang isang beses na pagkabigo..

Im complete naman eh

focus nalang kay fluffey;))

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Im soo busy here sa office right now,daming papers to sign..presentations..grr>,

bakit a ang hirap maging boss ng company!!!!

I wanna scream and shout..and let it all out.haha

feel na feel ko na ang pageemote ng biglang may kumatok sa door..

*knock knock*

"come in.."

ang secretary ko, may dala dalang bouquet of red roses..

"Mam, may nagpapabigay ng roses sa inyo, talagang ang haba ng hair niyo mam ah.ikalawa na to this morning;))"sabi ng secretary ko na si tess.

"at kanino na naman yan galing tess?"i ask curiously o_O

"well, kanino pa eh di sa secret admirer niyo mam;))"

"sige sige iwan mo lng jan sa taas ng cabinet ko, dont forget to spray them with water later kasi dadalhin ko nalang yan sa cemetery mamaya."utos ko

umalis na si tess..

back to work..

ang dami ko pang presentations na gagawin for the meeting later..

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biglang something crawled on my lap..

si baby fluffey pala;))

"baby, what are you doing under the table?"

binuhat ko siya..

"Mommy,,where's dada?;}"she smiled while asking me with her pout na namana niya samin;))

"Baby..ur daddy is in heaven..be a good girl because he's watching over you okay?.;))" i pinched her nose..at pinahiga siya sa mini bed niya sa office..

"Sleep muna baby..mommy is very busy pa."i pat her to fall asleep, kanina pa kasi siya naglalaro magisa under my table..iyon kasi ang favorite place nia sa office;))

i wrap her in a blanket para di siya lamigin..

I was watching her sleep, nakikita ko sakanya ang aura ng daddy niya..

very gentle kahit natutulog..

i held her face..i didnt notice that my tears falls down..

bakit ba di parin ako makamove on??

why am i still hurting like this..;'(

naalala ko na may kelangan pa akong tapusin..

i cut my drama and back to work..