Love

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Am I pretty? Or Am I cute?
Looking at my body in the bathroom mirror
In the shower I wondered if I'll ever be loved
How could someone love me?
I have the worst personality
But not really
I care so much
But then
Why
Does no one love me?
I feel so alone
A piece of hair was stuck to my body
I tried to fling it but it wouldn't come off
What is it?
Am I unattractive?
I'm aroace, but no one really knows that
How come no one likes me?
Maybe it's because I push everyone away
I don't know
I like to think I want to be held and told "I love you," but I've never experienced that
What is it like?
What is it to be loved?
I've never experienced it
Maybe that's
Why
I'm aroace
It's weird to me, to be loved
Cuz I'm used to being pushed away
What can I do?
I don't want to be hurt again
But
I feel so alone

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