Mimicking

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I need you here with me, physically
I need you here to listen to my fear
I need you to look directly into my eyes
And decipher what's inside
I need you to keep quiet, for I don't buy it
I need your eyes to be mine
And I'll try.
Mimicking what a horrid being does
I find I can't say what I feel cuz
My mind ain't mine.
My thoughts will not be undone.
And I love ya, rather inconveniently
I will share everything obediently
I love you so much
And it hurts like a gut punch
For you, I'll be good
For you, I'll be better
For you I'll voice
why I never made a choice
And I'll try
Mimicking a good person this time.
you

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