Ally's POV
I saw austin kissing cassidy.
memories came rushing back to me.
I remembered austin telling me that he was going on a date with cassidy.
I remembered starting to drink because my mother's death was killing me inside.
I remembered.
I guess I was still looking at them, because austin looked up at me.
and when his eyes locked with mine for one brief second, I walked away.
I came to school to thank him.
I could've stayed at home and avoided this hell hole.
I went back to my locker.
I wanted to go home.
I could see austin from the corner of my eye.
"ally are you oka-" I cut him off by placing my hand on his chest and pushing him away.
I was done with him.
"just shut up austin." I say, walking away.
I didn't bother looking back.
I'm going home.
and I walked as fast as I could all the way there.
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when I got home, I was all alone. my dad was at work.
I decided to take another shower.
I wanted to feel fresh.
I turned on the water for the shower and took off my clothes.
I got into the warm water, quickly relaxing.
I made sure to clean myself thoroughly.
when I was done, I dried my body and wrapped up my hair in the towel.
I went to my closet and pulled out a pair of sweatpants, and an old beatles tee that I cut into a crop top.
it only reached just above my belly button.
when I was done getting dressed, I snuggled up in my bed, and soon fell into a deep and relaxing sleep.
Austin's POV
I watched as she walked off.
I'm probably never going to get another word out of her ever again.
I ran my fingers through my hair.
I didn't feel like being here anymore. I didn't feel like doing anything at the moment.
maybe I should just go home...
I walked through the front doors of the school, and walked home, with one specific girl who probably hated me, on my mind.
but instead of going home, I ended up up at a park.
I kept my hands in my pockets, and I kicked loose rocks on the sidewalk around.
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