I can't do this anymore. I have to leave.
I can't take the abuse any loner. If I don't leave now, he could harm the lives growing inside of me.
I've lost three babies because of him, but I never left. I was afraid that he would catch me, and hurt me. But I'm getting on that flight to New York, and I'm leaving his ass and never looking back.
I'll raise these babies on my own.. I can do it. Sure it'll be hard, but I know I can.
I love them so much already, and I will do everything in my power to protect them.
Even if that means that they'll grow up without a father. They don't need him in their lives.
He's worthless!
I just need to leave. The one thing I'll miss about Minnesota is my family.. But I just can't stay here anymore.
They'll understand. Sure they'll be upset, especially my parents.. They're finally gonna be grandparents, and I'm taking them away.
But it's what's best. We'll still see each other, it'll be fine.
Just as long as I don't ever have to see that man again.
I swear to God, if he tries to come near these babies, I will kill him.
I will ALWAYS regret the day I fell in love with Sam Shepard.
