My Horrible Life

Early in the Morning

Title says early in the morning. It's almost 3:30 am. Haven't slept, been on my phone. Nothin better to do when I can't sleep. So, story time! I was looking on vine when I saw this app called hookd. You know, where you sing or somethin. I wanted to get it badly!!! So I tried to get it and a little message popped up saying, "Apple ID is required when phone restarts." And I was like, "aw hell naw." My family is kind of, un organized when it comes to passwords. So, being me, I didn't know it. Clueless to the point where I felt like a pile of shit. So then I'm like, "hey! How bout I make a new Apple ID." So I go on, do all the stuff about usernames and passwords and I actually write it down in my notes so I would have it forever. It's all doing great until I have to give an email. And I was a stupid child before, I tried making a new Apple ID before and I forgot everything bout it. So now, in the future, where I'm apparently "smarter" and more organized. So, when I was little and stupid, I remember using my most used email (which was aol) So I go to the next best thing, gmail. And I don't remember making any goodie two shoes of a gmail, but I type it in anyways, and it works. It says, "email sent" and I'm all happy knowing I can get all the shit I wanted on this phone. Then I go to my YouTube, which I thought was using gmail, and I am horrified to see it says, A O L. No. I fucking lost my shit. If it weren't like 4 am I would've been screaming my head off. It might not seem like such a bad thing, but that was such good information, all written down. A great password I would've remembered. Everything in that Apple ID was awesome. Beautiful. All dumped in the fucking trash. So many times I wish I could've gone back into the past and be like, "Nope, ain't doin that shit! Not wasting a god damn hour of my life trying to be smart and waste information!" So after that, I came here. So yes, that's my life so far in like 2 hours. Oh, and school is tomorrow, the more I think about it the more I want to cry. School sucks, and I thought summer was boring. And if things couldn't get any better, drumline starts this Friday! Everyone gets to go home early and take a break from school but NO I get to work my ass off for two more fucking hours after school gets out. Nothing comes off of drumline for me. It's useless for me now, but next year it'll actually count because I'll get to skip PE because it counts as work hours. But for now I work my lazy ass off for nothing. That's me talking about the shit I love and hate so... Meh