As Lovely As You (George Shelley Fanfic)

Chapter 47 - Everyone's Kissing the Wrong Person Tonight

“Alex?!” I turned around.

"Yeah, hi" he smiled letting go of my wrist.

"What are you doing here?" I asked "Well, hi to you too Laura" he replied "I'm sorry, hi" I grinned "So, what are you doing here?" I asked again.

"I'm...doing something unexpected" he said "Why unexpected?" "I kind of crashed this party" "So you don't know Rylan?" I questioned him "Yep" he responded "How did you get in then?" "My uncle works here as a security guard, he let me in".

"Ok, so now we know how you got in, but why are you here?" he looked right into my eyes and took a deep breath "I'm here because of you" he responded.

"W-what?" I mumbled "You said you called me, but 2 weeks have passed now and I can't stop thinking about you" he took a step closer to me "You didn't called or texted and I didn't know what to do" "So you decided to come here?" "Yes, it's unexpected and crazy I know"  Alex laughed, his arms were now on my waist.

"Alex, I'm sorry I should have called"  I gulped noticing where his hands were "It's ok, I'm here now" he smiled "I came here for you, I needed to do something" "Do wh-".

Alex crashed my lips into his with no warning. I felt his arms grabbing my waist tight. My head was spinning, the vodka had kicked in. I couldn't help it, he knew damn well how to kiss someone. I melted right there, but just for a second.

"No" I pushed him "Not again" "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that" he said "No, don't say sorry Alex, I'm the one who should be apologizing" I sighed "I am sorry, I'm a cunt I really am" "You're not" he replied "No, I am. I should have told you this before Alex, but I was a coward and I wanted to avoid all the awkwardness. I like you, I really do, but not in that way".

It finally came out of my mouth, words that I've been wanting to say for weeks. The truth was finally there. 

He said nothing, he didn't need to, his eyes weren't meeting mine. I kept talking "I messed up, I'm so sorry, I didn't want to hurt you, I'm such an idiot, I..." "No, it's okay" Alex interrupted me. I gave him the "is it really?" look "I mean, it's not okay okay" he responded "I just need time to think" he started walking away.

"Alex, I'm..." I mumbled "You're sorry, I know" he said before disappearing in the crowd "Me too" and then he left.

Ok, that was just great. Freaking great. I feel so awesome I could just jump from a 20-story building.

Ugh. I broke Alex's heart because I like someone else. And who is this someone else? Fucking George Shelley who apparently has a blonde bimbo girlfriend, or not, I couldn't know, he doesn't say anything!

I felt like crying. Ugly drunk crying, like that's new for me. I needed Ella, I needed to dance and have fun. Forget Alex, forget George, forget my problems. Not deal with them, even if it was just for a while.

I took a deep breath and went to the bar again. One last shot for the night. "Well, bottoms up" I said to myself raising the cup, but when I was just about to drink it something stopped me.

Something I never wanted to see in my whole life. Something that shattered me, that broke me. Deeper than any cut and worst than any wound.

It was George. He was kissing the blonde girl.

AN: Hey guys! As Laura, I'm also deeply sorry, but nor for the Alex thing (I wish) but for not updating on monday like I promised. So I better stop making promises cause at the moment I'm not really keeping them. With all the school work and friends birthday's, this month is awfully busy. So I can't promise anything else, just that I'm really trying to at least update every week. Anyway, hope you like this chapter! xx