Its getting dark and we all head back to our tent and I find Squid sitting on the porch of the dining hall, looking lost in thought. I go and sit next to him.
Y/N: Hey...
He looks up at me.
SQUID: Hey, Darling...
I sit down next to him.
Y/N: What are you doing here? Are you coming back to the tent?
SQUID: Just wanted some air
I laugh softly.
Y/N: You're kidding right, not like we've just spent literally all day outside
He laughs softly too, though its tainted with sadness.
SQUID: Yeah...
I scoot closer to him.
Y/N: Alan...
He looks up at the use of his real name.
SQUID: Yeah?
Y/N: Back there... with Mr Sir, you said you were used to it... what does that mean?
He takes a long sigh, he pulls a packet of cigarettes out of his jumpsuit pocket and I gasp.
Y/N: You smoke!? Where did you even get those?
SQUID: Some guy in B Tent sold me a pack, he snuck them in. Want one?
Y/N: No thanks, I dont smoke
He shrugs and lights one up for himself. He takes a long inhale and blows the smoke out, leaning back on his elbows. I lean down next to him.
Y/N: Talk to me...
SQUID: Let's just say... my home life isn't exactly the best... my mom... she tries but she likes the drink.
I nod, understanding.
SQUID: And I haven't seen my dad in years... But before he left...
His jaw clenches and he takes another drag of his cigarette.
Y/N: It's ok... take your time
I gently stroke his arm.
SQUID: He wasn't a nice man, Y/n.
Y/N: So you know what its like to be thrown around?
He nods.
Y/N: Im so sorry
He shrugs and stubs the cigarette out.
SQUID: Hey it is what it is, its done now.
I grab his chin and gently turn his face towards me.
Y/N: You're stronger than you give yourself credit for, you know that?
He smiles softly.
SQUID: Thanks, Y/n
I smile.
Y/N: Anytime.
He takes my hand in his and brings it to his lips, kissing my knuckles.
Y/N: Thanks for sharing that with me
SQUID: You're easy to talk to, Darling
I blush and smile.
SQUID: And easy to fluster
He teases me and I cover my face, making him laugh.
SQUID: Don't cover that pretty face, Darling
I smile and he cups the side of my face, pulling me in closer. He kisses me softly and I kiss him back. His tongue slides along my bottom lip and I part my lips to grant him entrance. I gasp as he deepens the kiss, one of his hands sliding up my thigh. I grip his shirt as we kiss more, not being able to get enough of eachother. I pull back to breathe, panting softly.
Y/N: We really shouldn't be doing this here... if Mr Sir sees us...
He nods
SQUID: Come on
He takes my hand and pulls me to my feet. He leads me to the tent where the other boys have fallen asleep already. He pulls me to his bed and I lay down. He hovers over me, kissing my neck gently. I bite my lip to stay quiet as he kisses and sucks on the sensitive skin. My hands come into his hair, gently tugging at the strands. He pulls back to look at me, whispering.
SQUID: You're so beautiful, Darling...
I blush deeply and smile at him.
Y/N: And you're such a smooth talker, handsome
He smiles and dives back into my neck. I feel a hand trail down my body. I hear the quiet unzipping of my orange jumpsuit and feel his hand slide inside it, making me gasp and whisper.
Y/N: The others are here!
He smirks.
SQUID: And? They're asleep
Y/N: Seriously?
SQUID: Please, Darling?
I blush, wanting to but nervous of getting caught.
Y/N: OK, but quietly
He smiles against my neck and I feel his fingers glide across the waistband of my underwear. My breath hitches and I feel his hand slide inside. I bite down on my lip hard as his fingers begin to move. He smirks as he watches me squirm and arch my back, struggling to stay silent.
SQUID: Like this, Darling?
I nod frantically, wanting more. He kisses down my neck and lifts my shirt. He kisses along my chest as he works his fingers faster.
Y/N: A-Alan...
SQUID: I've got you, Darling. Let go for me.
With those words, I see white.
I wake up the next morning cuddled up with Squid. I look up to admire his sleeping face, his lips are slightly parted and he looks so peaceful. I press a soft kiss to his lips which causes him to stir with that signature smirk.
SQUID: Thats a nice way to wake up, Darling
I feel my face heat up, the memory of last night replaying in my head combined with his morning voice is deadly. I smile at him.
Y/N: I can do it more often, handsome
He smiles and buries his face in my neck, pressing soft kisses along my neck and down my collarbone.
SQUID: Yes please
I sigh, content with my situation. That is, until I hear the whistle blow from Dr Pendanski, signalling the start of the day. Wonderful.
~Time Skip~
After what feels like hours of digging, Pendanski finally arrived with his truck of food for our break. All morning I've had to listen to the boys complain about Stanley getting Zero to help him dig his hole, which to be fair, I also think is wrong. He's treating him like his slave and for what? Reading lessons? I was giving Zero those for nothing, I didn't make him dig my hole for me.
I climb out of my hole and head over to the truck to get a snack. I can hear drama starting.
ARMPIT: Where's your whip, Caveman? Don't want your slave to be slacking off.
STANLEY: Its not slavery, its an agreement!
I beg to differ. We all start collecting some plain biscuits and some fruit, Squid stealing a few extra biscuits and giving them to me. I peck his cheek, greatful. Suddenly, I see Zigzag walking over to Caveman. Shit. This cant be good.
ZIGZAG: Hey, how about i give you my cookie and you let me dig your hole?
Stanley ignores him and I can see Zigzag getting more agitated. I go to walk over to intervene but what a surprise, Squid holds me back... Again.
ZIGZAG: Come on! Take it!
STANLEY: Look, I get it. I'll dig my own hole from now on.
Zigzag laughs, but its not a normal laugh. It has an edge of insanity to it.
ZIGZAG: He isn't gonna take it. Come here.
Zigzag gets closer to him.
ZIGZAG: Eat the cookie.
He suddenly shoves the cookie in Stanley's face and knocks him backwards. I gasp, watching as Stanley shoves him back. I look at Squid, begging him with my eyes to stop this before someone gets hurt but he just shakes his head. Finally, Pendanski steps in, but not to help.
PENDANSKI: Hit him back, Stanley.
Y/N: What!?
PENDANSKI: Teach him a lesson.
Can he do that? Surely telling the people he is supposed to be protecting to hit eachother isn't allowed.
ZIGZAG: Yeah, hit me!
Zigzag starts shoving Stanley around more and when Stanley finally hits him back, Zigzag tackles him to the ground. He starts punching him.
Y/N: STOP IT!
But he doesn't stop, punching him repeatedly. Suddenly, Zero jumps on Zigzag's back and starts choking him out. Pendanski is yelling at him to stop and my heart is in my throat, I hide my face in Squid's chest, unable to watch anymore.
Suddenly, a gun shot.
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Darling Dearest - A Squid x Y/n x Zigzag Fanfic
FanfictionY/n Yelnats is sent to Camp Greenlake alongside her brother Stanley. For some reason, all they have to do is dig holes... Will she find out the reason, or will she become occupied with other things?...
