Outcasts Within Our Being (A Mianite Fanfic)

Chapter 8 - Apologies & Distant Memories

Quickly before starting, I'm back at school so I may or may not be updating as usual as I do. Also I feel like the writer's block is kicking in, so beware if I don't update as much for this. MAH BRAIN IS OVERRIDING AND MALFUNCTIONING!!! I need to stop playing video games and writing for 6 hours straight •-• I swear Imma ruin my eyes. I think I already did.

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Jordan's POV (OH MAH IANITE YA DIDNT SEE DAT COMIN. Jk you probably did xD)

I watched as Katie exited the shop; realizing what I have done. I slid to the ground, helplessly hoping I would just fade away. I haven't been making the best choices over the past year.

I just watched as all my loved ones left me to rot in this hellhole. I can't just sit here, I need to find her. I need to say sorry. Dear Ianite, have I been going through a slow change.

As much as I wanted to prevent chaos and pain to my friends, I'm the one who usually set them up for failure. That's Tom's job. I was always the one to make the mistakes, yet my loved ones are the ones to suffer the consequences for me.

Now I know why they call me a fool...

"Jordan?" Sonja asked wearily, waving her hand back and forth in front of me.

I snapped out of thought and focused on her. I tried to force a smile on my face, but it didn't work so well. All that came out was a odd looking look. She frowned, looking at me with pity.

"What happened..?" She asked, acting as if she hadn't seen what happened. Was she trying to make me feel worse? I glanced at her for a moment, shrugging.

"Look, I saw what happened . You can't hide that from me." Sonja looked at me with her emerald eyes. It had shown some concern and pity in them, proving she actually cared. I groaned and frustration, slamming my fist against the wall.

"I don't know what to do anymore, Sonja. I screwed up almost everything in my life..." I muttered, turning around to face the wall in embarrassment. I was soon ceased with a warm hug from her.

"Then find her, and fix this mess." She commented. I was frozen in place by the affection from Sonja, hugging back.

I was glad she understood, and I knew the others would understand too. Tears began to fill my eyes. No. Not today. Starting right now I'll be strong. (ILL PLAY MY FIGHT SOOONNG! Sorry .-. Just had to xD)

"Now go, you have a relationship to fix." She stated, helping me up. I flushed slightly as she exaggerated "relationship." She tried to hide the large grin forming on her face. She knew I had feelings for Katie.

"Sonja we are just-" I started, knowing what she meant.

"Just friends." She cut off, smirking. "I know, I know." She giggled as I left the shop in search for Katie.

This would be a problem, who knows where she is now. If she was at her house no doubt she told her brother, and I would most likely be unable to talk to her ever again.

Maybe if I got to know Shawn better; just maybe if he realized we are all humans who have feelings, we could've been friends. Shawn was like Skipper, I suppose, bold and all, but something was different about him. I just can't put my finger on it.

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3rd Person's POV

Jordan ran and ran searching for Katie. Right when he thought there was no use for looking, Jordan saw her sitting on a bench just outside a store called: <Insert Your Own Store Name Because Rose Is Too Lazy> Katie sat silently, watching the people pass by. She hoped she could retain the tears just waiting to burst out.