A broken soul with one sentence

4. School graduation

After a few weeks it's the week before gradation and I still don't go to school more then a day here and there. And I really want to graduate with my class that have been together for 10 years, and are now splitting up. I end up not going until Monday on the last week, with graduation ceremony on Thursday. Monday was most sitting and talking in all classes. On Tuesday we cleaned our lockers. And in the afternoon or evening we gathered the class, and did some games and then ate together. And then doing some more games and eating dessert. Talking and listening to music.

In the end we put on paper hearts on our backs, and all wrote one positive thing about that person on their heart. Going around writing nice things on all classmates was fun and interesting, but many cried in the end then they reed all nice words. And we all walked around huging each other while cry because we will miss one another.

On Wednesday we ate dinner with all last years, and did some speeches. I bought a pink and black dress with bunnies on just for this day. It was fun but sad at the same time. I didn't cry but I was close to, making me feel even more sad on the inside. In the end some cried and many hugs. I didn't really felt like going home that day.

Well on Thursday was the school graduation, waking up and got myself ready to go. I was wearing a white and light pink Japanese sailor uniform. Before leaving home I texted the chat that my school graduation was today. It was a little embarrassing because my parents were there watching. But I tried to pretend that they weren't there. We all was outside talking with each other and some teachers, and then moving to a concert hall kinda. It was boring and I was tired but I did my best to stay focused as they gave away special "stipendium" to some last years. Then all last year classes one at a time get on the stage to get their final grades. As my class was on the stage I was so nervous, I didn't want to look out over the people. I just looked down on the floor.

Afterwards we all sang, well some maybe sang a little. Most just mimicked or didn't care at all. And then image the whole school of maybe 400-500 students plus teachers and some parents, going through two normal sized door to get outside the consert hall all at the same time. It took some time to get out. Well then the class gathered outside and we hugged each other, crying and some parents took pictures of us all. It was really emotional, saying goodbye. Some of us may not ever meet again and we had been together as a class for so long.

Afterwards me and my parents drive home, it felt so weird. So unreal, like it's over I have graduated.