A broken soul with one sentence

12. Twist?

Just as my conversation with Yuki end, I go to talk with Onii. I tell him that we broke up and all around it. Onii says that Yuki is talking to him too and that we both are texting him at the same time, it's kind of funny. Yuki and I had a tendency of doing the same thing at the same time sometimes, unconsciously. And it's funny though it's sad that we still do that. All I feel is empty.

Just some day later a new guy named Xris joins the guild. I didn't talk much in guild, it felt wrong after all with Yuki. I'm still a little confused though, Yuki and I have broken up but we still talk and tries to work it all out. So our relationship is complicated.

Onii warned me of Xris, and that he had a thing for Yuki. In other words a huge crush on Yuki. And also that Xris and Onii doesn't work well together, they often fight. I promised Onii to keep this information a secret, and I did. Till I couldn't take it and begged Onii to let me try to solve this. I told Yuki, and Yuki knew that Xris had crush on him. Also that Yuki found it annoying and Xris was extreme then it came to get Yukis attention. Even suicide threats. In the end I make all agree to talk in a group chat with just us four.

It was awkward at first but just as a drop falling in making the cup overflow, the arguing had begun. There was a lot of blame for the wrong reasons I would say. Xris was mostly blaming himself, like it was truly all he could do. I felt sad for him, to have that imagine of himself and others. I want to help him. The end was soon and very little was accomplished, but we all got to say our part. I and drew was the last to leave, though I talked to everyone afterwards. I got to know Xris and we understood each other, he didn't had it easy. Bullied, alone, not appreciated, not even by his parents. And bearing on a heavy secret that he is bi. He got surprised that I didn't mind him, that in return got me surprised. I'm a fully open minded person. I tell him that Sweden in general is a pretty open minded country. I tried my best to discretely make Xris value himself more, I think he deserve it by far. Even though he have done some things wrong.

Everyone had done some things wrong. Yuki had lied to both Onii and Xris, just for the best of the both he thought. I thought otherwise. Onii tried very hard to help Yuki and Xris to solve things, and also helping me before I knew anything about this. But that resulted with Onii and Xris fighting. Xris thought Onii was only trying to get Yuki to leave him and that Onii was in the way or prying there he shouldn't. Onii honestly worried about Xris, but Xris couldn't see it that way. Love is blind. Xris only had eyes for Yuki though he did get heartbroken, it was so wrong of Yuki to not say so from the beginning.