Luke
i haven't done much lately and i think everyone is starting to worry about me. i mean i know i said that i was okay with the whole beak up with Calum but you know what?
it fucking hurts.
it still hurts after fucking four years and i swear it's never going to go away, i want to forget him, i want to leave him behind and never ever think about him again but that is and probably will never be an option.
so i'm currently sitting in my living room in my pajamas eating chinese food avoiding work. i haven't gone to work in a month and it's because i talked with Calum. i was doing somewhat okay before but then i called him and talked to him and heard his beautiful voice and every single emotion i ever held for him came flooding back. i'm probably gonna lose my job but i don't even care anymore, what's the point of it all? really.
'hey.' Ashton said as he walked in my door. he's been checking on me once in while and it's starting to annoy me.
'go away i'm busy.' i said stuffing my face with more rice and chicken.
'i'm sure you are.' he said sitting beside me.
'you know, you should really clean this place it's starting to look like a 15 year old boy's room and that's not something you want and you could also use a shower.' he said as he looked around my messy living room.
'what's the point? i don't have anyone to impress and i don't care about my job anymore so it really doesn't matter anymore.' i said with a shrug.
'Luke, you need to stop thinking like that, it's not healthy.' he said and i just ignored him.
'whatever.' i said.
'i know you still miss him Luke, it must be hard but you can't just sit on your petite ass and waist your life away cause some juicy ass is in London! either get the fuck up and get him or get your shit together and make yourself a better person to show him what he is missing.' he said and I couldn't help but feel like he had a point.
'you know what you're right, i'm gonna show him what he's missing.' i said getting up.
'yeah.' Ashton agreed getting up.
'now help me clean this mess.' i said with a smile as i looked at the mess around me.
'okay but please go take a shower you're starting to smell a little ripe.' he said blocking his nose and boy was he right.
-Hey
well that was a filer lol cX
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Fanfiction[Third Book To Teaching Affairs] It's been four years since Calum left for London and four years since Luke's heart was broken, again. Now the two are reunited and Luke couldn't be any more happy but Calum, well let's say he delt with the break up b...
