Youtube- As this was already expected I love YouTube. Sure it's typical, but it's my life. Phil, you can thank Phil for that. He showed me something that now means almost everything to me. Surprisingly Phil still watching the few videos I upload a year. I really don't know why. I guess because he still thinks I'm a good youtuber. Phil is an amazing (pun intended) YouTuber. He really shouldn't be friends with me because I bring him down to much. I really love him. I told Peej, but he just humored me and said "He likes you too!" Why would he? First, I'm annoying twat. Second, I'm just a horrible person. Third, I can't seem to get anything right. Even if he did like me, he's doing a really bad job of showing me. Ignoring me. Yelling at me, but I can't blame him I'd do the same. Want to be me? If look in the mirror and don't like what you see you can find out first hand what's it like to be me. So gather round everyone I have a story to tell. That is my reasons are running out. I had a goal make to 100. Live for just 100 days. I'm only on reason 9. I'm trying so hard. I'm gonna see how much longer I can go. I'm thinking about running away. Phil doesn't want me that means no one else does either since he's the most patience person I know. I have plans I'm going to go to LA or New York. I'll still film videos and all that because after all this is supposed to be about YouTube. For right now I'm gonna plan my escape without being seen. It'll take a little while, but I can do it. For today YouTube will keep me on this Earth.
Dan Howell
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Reasons Why (DanxPhil)
FanfictionReason 1- Music This could be very triggering. Self harm and inability to live. I am very bad at describtions but this is the reasons why Dan Howell should live. He wakes up every night from nightmares and to stop from hurting himself he writes do...
