Come Back to Reality

Chapter 11:

Chris POV

I couldn't stop kissing her, too many memories came back. I didn't kiss her, though. She kissed me. I wanted to tell her about Crystal, but I was trapped in the past.

I heard a loud crash followed by "THE FUCK, CHRIS?!!!!"

I turned to see Crystal crying and running away.

"Crystal, wait!!"

I started to run after her when Robyn grabbed my arm. I snatched away yelling after Crystal. She was trapped at the end of the hall.

I walked up to her, but she started punching hella hard. I grabbed her arms with a struggle and tried to calm her.

"It's not what it looks like!"

"I HEARD Y'ALL TALKING AND I SAW YOU TWO KISS!!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME! I TRUSTED YO STUPID ASS!!! YOU FUCKING HURT ME!! LET GO OF ME! LET ME THE MUTHAFUCK GO!!!!!!!!"

I could see the hurt in her eyes. I let her go. I left the rehearsal and went back to the condo.

Crystal POV

I don't know what to think nor feel. I felt betrayed by the love of my life. I wasn't mad at them, but myself. He warned me, but he should've been the man.

India knew something was wrong, but I told her not to worry about it. I'm the big sister and need to look after myself and if it gets worse, I'd tell her.

We got home and I went straight to my room. I didn't look out for Chris's Lambo, so I didn't know that he was here.

I saw him and stopped dead in my tracks. He got up, locked the door, grabbed my hand, and walked me to the bed. I didn't fight back.

"I fucked up, but I was confused, too. I didn't feel anything in that kiss, but was trapped in the past. I'm sorry."

I can't stay mad at him. His eyes were pink from crying earlier and his eyes were watering up now.

I kissed him.

"Don't do anymore dumb shit because I won't forgive you then."

I straddled his lap and kissed him more.

"Please don't do that anymore. I already felt little compared to her in the same damn building. I hate feeling that way........ I can't do this anymore."

I got up and went downstairs to India. I told her everything because I didn't know what to do.

"Show that nigga what he's gonna miss. Tease him. Make him seriously regret that shit."

"Thanks, Indie."

"No problem, but I need advice, too. Tyga feels left out between us and I don't wanna choose because you'd come first, either way."

"I'm gonna turn it down a bit. We have all night to talk...well all day. But that don't mean become anti on my ass."

"Hahaha. I know. I love you, Crys. Don't forgive too easily to Chris, he'd feel like you'd always forgive and he can get away with it."

"I love you, too, Indie and I won't."

I went back upstairs, took a looonnnggg, hot bubble bath. When I got out, I only had on lace, matching bra and panties.

Chris was getting turned on.

"Goodnight, Chris."

"Goodnight, baby. I love you."

I didn't say it back. He should know that I love him, too. I wasn't hesitating to say it, I just didn't want him to feel entitled to do that shit again, so that's a way of making him feel bad.