Come Back to Reality

Chapter 52:

*Crystal's POV*

When I dropped India off at her house, I called Chris.

"Hey. I'm on my way."

"Uhhh, I don't know if you would wanna come."

"Why?"

Robyn's voice: "Chrisss. Take me to Roscoe's."

"You're still with her?"

This shit cut me deep.

"Fuck outta my face, Robyn. Nahh, we not together."

"You're just FULL OF SHIT, CHRIS."

"You still love me, though?"

"Bye."

I hung up and was on my way HOME. I feel like Chris doesn't care, but I also KNOW that he loves me...just have a fucked up way of showing it.

I went home and took a shower, shaved, and cleaned up my new tatt so that it won't get infected.

I was in a sexy mood so I put on a thong and a push-up bra. Both were brown because that's Aubrey's favourite colour. I let my hair air dry so it could be the way I love it.

I laid down in the bed and fell asleep while contemplating on when I should start cleaning up.

**

"Crystal...Crystal, are you sleep?"

"Nigga, why would you ask me that? You just woke me up."

I got from under the covers and onto my knees so our height would look the same. He licked his lips.

"Goddamn iiitt."

I was confused until I looked down.

"You like it?"

"Hell fucking yeah. Take--."

"Hold up! Hold up, where's your facial hair?"

"I had to get it shaved for the shoot."

"But I liked it....I heard something about you." I used everything I had to say that 1 sentence.

"What?"

"Robyn's baby."

"Damn," he whispered.

"Why didn't you tell me? When did you find out?"

"Yesterday when I had to go to the studio, Robyn told me. She was the one who called me."

"AND you lied? What else did you do? Fuck her?"

He started to walk out.

"Y'all fucked?!"

"Yeah."

I rolled my eyes and sat down.

"Chris and I had sex, too."

He stopped and turned around.

"The fuck?!"

".......We need a break. Everything is going too fast and out of control."

"You're moving out?"

"I'm gonna play along until you leave for tour."

He walked out of the room and downstairs. Both of us were furious and confused.

I wasn't in the mood for dressing like this, so I put on some yoga pants, flip flops, and a red tank top.

I went downstairs to get my keys and go anywhere. Anywhere but here. We didn't speak or look each other's way.