*Crystal's POV*
"Come on. We're here."
I woke up with a queasy feeling in my stomach. I grabbed his keys and opened the door, heading straight to the bathroom.
I cleaned myself up after puking and crawled into bed.
"You're still horny?"
"No. I don't want to talk to you right now."
He left for about 10 minutes and came back.
He laid down with me.
"Get away from me." I turned away from him.
"I got Chipotle."
"I want some."
"Go get it. I'm about to go."
"Get it for me!!"
He gripped my thigh. "Lower your voice."
"Ok, Papi."
"Go get it if you want it."
I got up and straddled him. "I want it."
"You waited too late for that. I'm about to leave."
"We can't have a quickie?"
Alli walked in.
"I wanna play!"
I got hella irritated so I got up, got my food, went into a spare room, and ate by myself.
*Knock, Knock.*
"Crystal, I'm about to go."
I opened the door and deeply kissed him.
"I'm gonna stay up for you."
"We'll see. My mom's coming tomorrow and the day after, she's leaving and taking Alliyah for a week. Give her a bath and do her hair, tonight."
"Why can't you do it tomorrow morning?"
"Nike."
"What?"
"Just do it."
"Aubrey, you put me to the point that I hate your ass."
He laughed. "Bye."
"Bye, dumbass."
****
I gave Alliyah a bath and did her hair.
"Crystal?"
"Huh?"
"Can I call you mommy?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"I'm not your mom."
"Where is she?"
"She's not here anymore."
"What does that mean?"
"We can't see her anymore. She's gone."
"Daddy isn't here anymore too?"
"Yeah."
"What's sex?"
I was shocked. She's not even 5, but REALLY smart.
"It's what people do to have a baby."
"How?"
Aubrey is gonna kill me for this, but I really want someone to talk to.
"A boy put a seed in a girl."
"Can I put a seed in me?"
"You're too young."
"When will I be old enough."
Aubrey said that she was my daughter, too.
"When you bleed."
"Do you have a seed in you?"
"Yeah."
"What kind?"
"Uncle Aubrey has to tell you."
"What if he don't?"
"Then I'll tell you. Are you hungry?"
"No. Can I sleep with you?"
"Yeah. Go get dressed. Grandma is coming tomorrow."
"Where do the seeds go in?"
"Ask Uncle Aubrey."
"So seeds turn into a baby?"
"Yeah."
"Uncle Aubrey put one in you?"
".....yeah."
"Can he put one in me?"
"No!"
"How did he put it in?"
"Ask Uncle Aubrey."
"Where is he?"
"Making songs."
She yawned.
"Time for you to go to sleep. I'm about to take a shower."
"I'm going to wait for you."
She waited until I got out then we went to sleep together.
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FanfictionCrystal Westbrooks is at a crossroads with love and life.