Holding Hands;lrh

Eight*

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When I woke up I felt something. It was hard and squishy at the same time. I could tell it was someone, but I couldn't tell who.

My eyes fluttered open and I saw Luke. My heart began to race, and I'm pretty sure my face was beet red. Our legs were entangled and we we're cuddling with each other. I mean it's just as friends right?

Luke started moving and he groaned as I felt his muscles tense. He's probably just stretching. I felt his arms wrap around my body, and it was comforting. His scent was something you couldn't find any where else, and it is the hardest thing to describe. His steady heart beat was the most relaxing thing to listen to, and I loved the way his arms felt around my body. Everything was just comforting.

I'd like to stay like this, but we all know all good things must come to an end. As I was starting to finally get comfortable, and I felt Luke grunt.

"Are you awake?"

That simple scentence that he spoke made my heart fly right out of my chest. He had this raspy morning voice, and I could feel the vibrations in his chest when he talked.

Why does he make me feel this way? I don't like him like that. I don't see him as anything as more than a friend because that's all he sees me for. Nothing more than a friend.

"Yea," I mange to speak out.

"Did you sleep well?" He asked.

"Yea," I replied. "Amazing actually."

"That's good,"

"Yea,"

"I wonder how messed up the house is," he said. That ultimately made me laugh because we all know Michaels parties can get really out of hand. I'm actually quiet surprised that someone didn't completely ruin my door while I was asleep.

"It's probably a mess," I mumbled.

"We probably should go out and help clean up,"

"Are you kidding me?" I asked putting my arms on his chest and supporting myself up. "I'm not moving. I was comfortable."

He just laughed in response, and I laid back down and felt the vibrations from his voice and the rise and fall of his chest.

Soon enough everything just made me fall asleep again. I was not looking forward to the time where I had to get up.

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By the time I woke up all I could hear was a vacuum. The loud roar that everyone hates and is extremely way to loud.

I couldn't feel Luke anymore so I started to finally sit up. The cold hitting me sending shivers down my spine. I looked around my room and it was exactly the way I had left it yesterday. The only thing missing was Luke.

I got up and started towards my door. The vacuum had stopped, and that's when I noticed my wrists. They had cuts on them, and they weren't covered up. It's not like Michael would care anyway. I walked out of my room, and down the stairs to my kitchen. Michael was there.

"What's that," he asked looking at my arms.

"Nothing it's not like you'd care any way," I huffed feeling my hands get clammy. I went to grab a bowl out of the cabinet, but Michael grabbed my arm and looked at it.

All he did was look at me, and then walk away. He walked all the way upstairs, and I heard a door slam shut. What was that supposed to mean?

I mean if he wanted to sit here and put me down everyday and tell me to kill myself then why would it matter if I self-harmed? He shouldn't car especially if he wants to tell me the things he does.

I looked over to see Luke standing in the kitchen doorway. He had a smile on his face and it made my stomach erupt into butterflies. It was a familiar feeling that I got every time I looked at him, or he looked at me.

I grabbed the cereal and a bowl, and walked over to the table. Luke ended up coming and sitting down across from me.

We sat there and ate in silence for a while until I finished my cereal. I looked up to see Luke staring at me.

"Why are you staring at me?" I asked my cheeks starting to get red.

"I don't know I guess it's just because I never noticed how adorable your eyes were,"

If my cheeks weren't red already they defiantly were now. My stomach erupted into butteflies, and a smile was etched across my face.

It was this one statement from Luke that made me think. Did I really like Luke? I mean it wouldn't to bad. It's just a crush, and it's not like he likes me back anyway.

That statement is the statement that made me realise my feelings for Luke, and if I was going to be honest I'm not sure if they would go away.

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I feel bad becuase the ending was pretty rough, but I hope you guys liked the chapter anyway.

okay so im antisocail and i have a hard time talking to people and I reallt like this guy at my school but i cant talk to him. like i can talk to everyone but him its weird.

lmao enough about my rant, anyway im listening to the acoustic version of long way home right after money and you can tell the difference between them that I cried.

Anyway question time:
Most underrated 5sos song?

I would say The Only Reason cause that song is amazing.

Anyways I have homecoming coming up soon and I'm going alone... Yay! I guess it's a good thing so yea...

thank you so much for reading it means a lot, and I love you. Were friends now okay?
-dauntlessluke :-) xx
p.s. edited: 4/14/16