Holding Hands;lrh

Thirty

//surprise update just cause I can and someone really wanted me to update so yea... Here ya go\\

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I paid close attention to the laptop on my bed as it played the movie Peter Pan, one movie I've always loved. I was cuddled into Luke's side as we both found today to be a lazy day, and I would not trade this moment for the world. It was so warm, comforting, and overall a sense of happiness overtook me.

It's been about 2 weeks since I've gotten out of the hospital, and I am going back to school on Monday. I'm afraid to go back and see all the people have one more thing to dangle over my head. I'm afraid their going to make fun of my baldness which has come back a little bit since being done with Chemo.

"Luke?"

"Yea babe," he said and I could feel the vibrations in his chest as he spoke.

"I'm afraid to go to school tomorrow," I said admitting to how I was feeling.

"Why?" he asked concern laced in his voice as he sat up interrupting our cuddle session. I sat up so I could see the icy blue eyes of my boyfriend of almost 2 months.

"I'm afraid that people will just make fun of me more now. I mean they do have more to talk about with me now."

"What could anyone possibly have to make fun of you Elle?"

"My hair, my skinniness, or just the main fact that I had cancer," I argued back. "Many reasons Luke."

"One, your hair looks better now than it ever has, two, your skinniness will be something they will be jealous of because you look perfect, and third anyone who makes fun of someone who had cancer is a completely sick person," He said, "Besides that if anyone makes fun of you I will gladly beat their ass."

All his compliment made me think of how lucky I was to have someone like Luke. A smile found it's way onto my face, and I couldn't help but laugh. Luke is to shy and awkward to actually beat someone up, but I feel comforted by his words anyway.

"what?" he asked laughing along with me.

"You couldn't hurt a fly Luke," I said in between laughs. "Let alone beat up a human being."

Luke grabbed me and pulled me close to him and engulfed me in a hug. He pulled me to his chest and I could smell his signature scent of sweat and muskiness. He always smelt good.

"I would do anything for the person I love the most," he said.

"I love you Luke," I said.

"I love you to babe,"

Luke and I then continued to cuddle as he proceeded to take away my worries, and he comforted me.

After a while, we heard a knock at my door. The silver handle moved and the door swung open to reveal Michael.

"Hey Luke you wanna practice for or first gig on Friday?" Michel said sounding quite annoyed.

"Yea I'll be down in a second," he sighed.

Michael quickly left the room shutting the door in the process, and you could hear him stomping down the stairs.

"Wow I wonder who pissed in his cheerios this morning?"

"Probably Calum, they've been fighting a lot recently,"

"oh,"

"Yea," Luke said sitting up. "I have to get down there before he kicks me out of the band."

"Kick you out?"

"He hates how much time I've been spending with you ," he said and I felt a pang in my chest. There goes me thinking Michael actually like me again. "He says I've spent every waking hour with you and I haven't been focusing on the band."

"Well please feel free to tell him I'm sorry for having a deadly disease and that I'm sorry I couldn't help it that I could have died," I said saurcastically.

"Hey it's okay just calm down," He said soothingly. God damn Luke and his consistent gift of knowing exactly what to say. "I'm sure Mikey will calm down once this gig has past It'd been stressing him out."

"Okay," I said feeling slightly less angry than I once was.

God Michael could be such an ašš sometimes.

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Okay i hope you all enjoyed this, What would think of me updating two days a week?
-dauntlessluke xx