Holding Hands;lrh

Nine*

Having a pretty crappy day so sorry if this is crappy...
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"Hey Lil," I said when Lily picked up her phone.

"Hey Elle,"

Lily Gasstone was my internet best friend from Chicago. We met over twitter, and we connected over Pierce The Veil.

"Elle?" Someone asked. It sounded like Mike.

"What's up?" I said putting my phone down.

"Can we talk?" Michael said coming and sitting down on my bed.

"Yea,"

You see it's been a few days since Michael had seen my wrists. I figured for a while that he didn't care because he didn't say anything. He just avoided me, and then ignored me while I was in the room.

"Look about the other day," he said. "Why did you do it?"

"Do what?" I asked trying to avoid the question.

"You know what Elle. Was it because of me?"

"It's not like you'd care,"

"If it was me I would care," he said sounding a little pissed off.

"Yea it was because of you," I said. "Ever since that day with Calum none of you believed me, Calum lied, and everyone hated me. You told me for a straight three months to kill myself every day!"

"Don't put this on Calum!"

"He is the one that lied about it all! Look Michael you might believe your friend over me and that's fine but all I know is that I'm telling the truth when I say that it was Calum Hood who raped me and not the other way around," I said finally snapping.

"I thought you were over this by now," he snapped rolling his eyes.

"How can I be when all you and Ashton do is remind me daily about it!?"

"I don't know," Michael said as he found interest in his shoes. "Look I'm sorry but I believe you but how am I not supposed to believe Calum?"

"It's easy family comes before friends,"

"That's easy for you to say you don't have any friends,"

"Just please get out Michael I'm really not in the mood,"  I sighed.

Michael got up and he quickly left my room closing the door behind him shut. I plopped down into my bed and sighed.

What was it with Michael and him never believing me? He never believed me about Calum, he never believed me when it came to anything.

"Uh Elle?" I heard Lily say.

"Shit," I said out loud forgetting that Lily was on the phone.

"I want an explanation please," she said.

"Do I have to?"

"Yes," she said.

"Okay we'll here goes nothing," I said and I told her everything. I told her everything that happened at the one band practice Michael held at our house. I told her how it was the last one at our house too. I told her what Calum did and how Michael caught us. He screamed at Calum before Calum told him that I came on to him. I told her how Calum had done this plenty of times before and I stopped counting because of how many times he did it. He did it from the time I was 11 till the time he got caught when I was 15. I told her how he sometimes would hit me for making noises and I would have a bruise the next day that I would have to cover up. I told her about the countless times he slapped me in the face because I was refusing him.

I guess it was just all so much because I felt this weight lift off my shoulders. Telling someone what happened felt good, and I was actually crying because it felt good.

That's when I heard something behind me move, and I quickly looked behind me. I saw Michael standing in the door way. There were tears rolling down his cheek, and I don't know how much he heard.

"Did he really do that?" He asked.

I couldn't find my voice so I just nodded.

"I'm sorry I didn't believe you Elle," he said.

"It's okay as long as you do know,"

"I do because there is no way that anyone could have lied about that,"

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Wow so now everyone knows what happened to make Mikey hate Elle... But guess what they made up...

Lmao so do you think Mikey and Elle are going to be the kind of siblings to tell each other everything now?

Idk you'll have to wait and see...

Okay so thank you so so so so much for reading this it means a lot...

Tell me suggestions of things I could do in the story because well I want your ideas in here as well.

I love you all thank you!
-dauntlessluke <3 :-) xx
edited: 4/14/16