Holding Hands;lrh

Twenty-Seven

// okay can we take a moment so assess the (sins jk) fact that Calum hood now has facial hair like where has time gone? By the way Happy Thanksgiving to Americans reading this! That's why this is so early of an update because I'm not going to be able to update later in the day.\\

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This last month has been the worst month of my life. I went through another round of chemotherapy with the radiation, and I've been itching to go outside. Today is my last day of chemotherapy, and I'll be able to go home soon.

Lily went home a little over a week ago and she cried because she really didn't want to leave. Calum was crying a little too because he didn't want her to leave. The two of them literally are the cutest couple I have seen in my life. They decided to do the whole long distance relationship because they have faith that it will work.

Anyway I have to spend the next two days in the dainty lifeless hospital, that I've been bound down to, and then I'm free to go. I can go out and finally feel the crisp fresh air I've been dying to breathe in.

I've thrown up more over the past month than I have in my life time and my stomach still hasn't calmed down. I could literally feel every organ in my body because my insides were so sore. I hated the pain so much, but I know Luke isn't ready to loose me, and quite frankly I'm not ready to loose him.

The biggest moment over the past month was that I lost my hair, and now I was left with shiny baldness. I shaved my head with the help of Luke, and everyone just gave all their love and support for me.

"Hey Elle you ready for Doctor Whineberg to take some tests to see if your cancers gone?"my nurse Nicole said as she walked in.

"Yes please," I groaned obviously showing how I wanted to be done with this whole cancer thing. She just laughed in response.

"It'll be over soon enough," she said knowing exactly what I was thinking.

"Hopefully,"

They wheeled the bed I was currently resides at out of my dainty room and into the hallway. The hallway wasn't much different than my room. It was dimly lit and you could see how they have the same white tiles with black specks on them throughout the entire hospital. Every wall you saw was painted white no matter where you went. It was your typical boring hospital with little to no paintings on the walls. If I didn't see the sign that identified this as a hospital, I would have thought it was the insane asylum from American Horror Story.

They continued to wheel my chair and IV bags along with me into another room that was even darker. It had an MRI scanner, and that's what I figured we were doing.

I quickly got out of my bed already knowing the drill, and sitting down on the plastic table that was already out. I laid down quickly and the nurse already figured I knew the procedure. Which of course I did.

"Breathe," she said and I took a deep breathe and held it in. I could hear the machine moving and beeping everywhere bouncing off the walls of the scanner. It was weird being inside it although I've been in it a thousand times before. "Out."

We repeated that a couple times before Nurse Nicole came back into the room and got me out of the MRI. I got back into my bed and they wheeled me back to my dainty little room. That's about the only thing I see anymore besides my room, and I was really sick and tired of it.

I wanted out of this place and I only had two more days left. But if I made it through this whole month I'm sure I can handle another two days.

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Okay so guys 1.05k reads is ridiculous I love y'all so much it means a hell of a lot to me! I legit cried bc I hit 1k thanks so much! SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!

Btw please recommend this book to anyone you know who likes 5sos pretty please with a cherry on top?

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Peace Chicken Grease Nipples
-dauntlessluke