Holding Hands;lrh

Twenty-One

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It was time to wake up for the day, and if I'm going to be honest I really didn't want to wake up. I really wanted to sleep and to never wake up. I was tired of everything, and I was tired of life.

After the concert Luke had to drive me home, and I was happy, but then this morning the voices came back.

"God someone like Luke could never like you"

"Why would he like you?"

"Look your so fat, not to mention you have no friends... He is just lying to you"

I put my earbuds in and blasted the volume. It's usually the only thing that takes away the voices in my head. It blocks them out so I don't hear them.

After a while I felt a tap on my shoulder. I opened my eyes and saw Luke standing in front of me. I just closed my eyes and curled up in a ball. My heart hurt thinking that he'll never see me like I see him. I felt a tear escape through me.

Next thing I know I could feel the bed beside me dip, and I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I felt so sad and empty, and I started sobbing. The earbuds were forced out, and I turned around and sobbed into Luke.

"Shhhh you'll be okay I promise," he whispered into my ear. "I'm here and you'll be okay."

"I'm don't want to be this sad anymore," I said in between hiccups.

"I know I know," he said rubbing my back. He started drawing on my back, and it was really calming. I started to calm down after a while.

Luke was honestly a great boyfriend. Instead of asking why I was crying he just cuddled me and told me it would be okay. I didn't want to talk I just really wanted to cry.

I stopped crying after some time and we just laid there cuddling in my bed. It was quiet and peaceful and the only thing I could hear was the steady heartbeat that belonged to Luke.

It was then when I was about to fall asleep when I heard my doorbell ring. Groaning I slowly got up to go inspect you ring my doorbell.

I climbed down my stairs, and headed to my door. I opened the wooden rectangle to see the person I least expected to see. It was Lily. She was wearing black ripped skinny jeans, a "you complete mess" that we both have.

"Oh my god Lily?" I asked. I couldn't believe it. She nodded her head making her short brown hair move around.

"It's me," she said.

"But how? When?"

"Well my dad is in town for business and my family came with and I thought hey why not surprise my best friend," she said.

"I can't believe it," I said lunging forward and hugging her. She wrapped her arms around me, and I heard Luke clear his throat behind me.

"Well who is this handsome fella?"she asked referring to Luke.

"My boyfriend," I laughed. I looked down and saw that I was still in my pajamas. "Come in and talk to Luke I have to go get changed."

"Okay," she said stepping in.

My mom and Mr.Clifford went on a little vacation this morning and so their going to be gone for a couple weeks. My dad is supposed to be coming over to stay with us while their away.

I ran upstairs and I quickly changed from my bright pajamas into a pair of black skinny jeans and a shirt that said "you complete mess" so we were matching.

I ran back downstairs to see Luke and Lily laughing and my dad coming in the house. As lily looked at my dad she turned her head towards me, and she had her hands to her mouth. Let's just say Lily adores my dad.

"Dad this is Lily Lily this is my dad Billy Joe," I said introducing the two.

"You honestly can't get any better," Lily said to me.

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Question should I make these longer?

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