Holding Hands;lrh

Five*

We all know that everybody but two people read this continuously but hey go read AlexisGivens3 book because I read it and it's really good....

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"Elle up now!" My mom yelled from downstairs.

I opened my eyes, and for a few seconds, I forgot everything that happened yesterday. Then it all came back and I was absolutely dreading school. Yea he texted last night, but that doesn't mean that he was sorry. He could be lying to me for all I know. 

I've had terrible trust issues since one of the people I used to call a best friend stabbed me in the back and bullied me while she called me her friend. She used to constantly tell me how everyone hated me, and she made me think I was her only friend.

I looked in the mirror. I mean how could he like me? I have a big stomach, my hair is too curly, I have too much acne, my thighs are too big. I'm just never going to be good enough for anyone will I?

I straightened my hair, did my makeup, and put on a pair of leggings, and my Of Mice and Men shirt. I put on my black converse.

I was dreading this going to school thing again. I liked having Luke, he was fun to be around, but without him,  life was boring. I felt like I had known him forever even though I only knew him for a day. It was weird. He was comforting to be around. 

I looked at the time it was only 7:00. I had time.

I started to think. Why would what Michael said to be a lie anyway. I mean just look at me. Dandruff in the hair, the braces, the geeky glasses. I had nerd written all over it.

Before I did anything bad, like I would normally do, I grabbed my backpack and headed out the door.

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I made it early to my first-period class. It was then that I pulled my phone out.

Devil: Elle in sorry can we please talk?

Devil: please Elle?

Devil: Elle can you answer me

Devil: I can see you reading my texts

Devil: please stop ignoring me

Me: what

Devil: Elle I'm so sorry about what happened yesterday. What Michael said wasn't true. Your not worthless and your not a joke I promise. I don't break my promises

I processed that reading it over and over again. I mean he could be telling the truth right? But what if he isn't? Then what if he is telling the truth and I turn him down and I sound mean. I don't want to sound mean.

Me: fine I forgive you

Lucas: thanks

Lucas: will you sit with me at lunch?

Me: yea why?

Lucas: thank you and I kind of punched Michael in the face yesterday

Me: that was you!?!?

Lucas: yeah

Me: 😂

I started paying attention to class again. Luke kept looking back at me and my heart kept racing. He would just sit there and stare at me. It was creepy a little but I didn't mind because you got to let people do them.

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It was now lunch time and I was waiting for Luke to show up.

"Hey,"

"Hey," I said.

"How are you?"

"I'm fine," I lied. I'm really not fine at all.

"That's good," he said.

"So how has your day been so far?" I asked. It was starting to become awkward between the two of us. I all of a sudden felt this overwhelming weight on my shoulders. It was like sadness was a person, and they decided to sit on my shoulders. They crept their way into my mind, and all I could think about was the voices in my head.

I was staring off into space and I didn't notice Michael and Calum sit at our table.

"So Luke I'm having a party Friday night you can come," he said.

"Yea sure can Elle come too?"

"Oh, you haven't told him yet?" Michael smirked looking at me. "You normally tell everyone right off the back."

"Tell me what?"

"Elle and I are siblings," Michael spat with a devilish grin on his face

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So wow I wrote the first five chapters in one day. Holy Crappatoni....

So what do you think is going to happen next?

Anyway, comment/vote/share...

Comment some good fan fic recommendations cause I'm running out of things to read.

I love you all and thanks for reading! Your special to me just because you decided to read this...

Right now I'm eating Jamaican jerk cheese curds.... They are really good ngl....

Thanks so much for reading!
-dauntlessluke <3 :) <----- (it's the dark lord(haha get it cause there's no nose))

P.s I LITERALLY FREAKED OUT TODAY WHEN I SAW THE READS THIS STORY HAS. LIKE IVE NEVER HAD THIS MANY READS BEFORE. I CAME HOME FROM A SWIM MEET TODAY AND I SAW 59 reads 10 votes SO THANK YOU BECAUSE ONLY LIKE 5-8 HOURS AGO IT WAS AT 47 READS.

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P.p.p.s. Anyway what sports do you guys play/do?
p.p.p.p.s this was edited 4-3-16