Indecisive 2 (Sequel)

Chapter 44: Second Times the Charm

So first wanted to say I'm sorry its been ages. I do intend to finish this story....even if it has been like a year. I'm thinking about ending it around Chapter 50 but there are still alot of twists to come so anything can happen, stay tuned!  :)

Chapter 44: Second Times the Charm

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Recap Ch 43:

"What?"

I look down at my feet, unable to look him in the eye.

"There Harry, I want you to take me there."

His hand gently tilts my chin up so our eyes meet. He can see it confirmed within them.

"Oh." He breathes and I watch as his eyes fill with guilt.

"Its already 10:50, they are already closed by now. Why don't you come back with me, just rest on it. We can go first thing in the morning, okay?"

I nod my eyes trailing down as he reaches out his hand.

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Song: One Direction: 18

Harry POV:

My fingers comb through her long waves, humming a melody from a new song I've been working on that's been stuck in my head.

There's a small shift and for a second I worry I've woke her but when I look down her lips are still pursed together. She's still fast asleep.

Good.

I still need time to figure out today, or how the hell it's going to go. Not good that's for sure.

I pray Whitney doesn't wake up with a new mind about what she told me last night. If she truly thinks that's what she needs then I want her to go. I want her to get better so I can come back and see her better, truly better for once.

But then there's the selfish part of me, the part that doesn't understand.

Why am I not enough to help her? I tell her she's beautiful time in and time out and it doesn't do a thing. I don't know how to make her see, it's like she's blind to her own beauty. How can she not realize she's perfect? I mean absolutely, fuck me right now, give me a hard one with one glance, physically and solely perfect.

That's also the part that wishes she would see it doesn't have to be like this. We can be together if she can just come with me. But I guess I'm slowly starting to realize that's just the part that has been in denial all this time.

"Harry."

"Hey sweetheart," shit I woke her.

"Hey sexy," her lips quirk into a playful smile, my heart warms seeing her in this kind of mood.

"Sleep well?"

Whitney nods slowly, "I did, what time is it?"

"Ten," I look down as I can see her growing frantic.

"Ten already?? Why didn't you wake me?"

"You looked so...." I ponder for the right word, "peaceful." Plus I was too busy lost in my thoughts, I think but leave out.

"Don't worry we have all day."

"But you-"

"It's fine I've already spoken to them. We have the day, and then you can get rid of me, okay?"

"Harry-" Whitney lets out an exasperated sigh.

I rub my hands up and down her arms, "geez calm down I was only joking babe."