Indecisive 2 (Sequel)

Chapter 41: Lowest of Lows

Chapter 41: Lowest of Lows

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This chapter: Andy- "I’ll be the man you want me to be."

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Recap of 40:

"It was all Harry's idea. Every fucking part."

Before I can let the tears fill my eyes they find Andy's, subdued with a small nod before I take off to his vehicle at the end of the lot.

I may be leaving here with unanswered questions but I don't trust Harry to fill in the blanks.

So I choose the person I least expected to ever see again, ignoring Maddz and Harry's shouts from behind me for theres no changing my mind at this point.

I'm going with Andy.

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Whitney POV:

Song- Keep On Wanting: The Fray

My heads spinning as I stare at the grey dash listening to the sound of the driver door close.

"What are you doing?"

I fiddle with my nails, forcing myself to meet his gaze.

"Looking for answers Harry will never give me." I honestly reply.

Andy shakes his head, "you're not going to like them."

"That doesn't mean I shouldn't hear it."

"It's not just about hearing it Whit, it's about you being able to handle it."

"I can." I reinforce.

"No, no you can't," Andy shakes his head reaching for the door handle.

"I'm so fucking tired of people telling me what I can handle! I'm not as fragile as you think I am."

"Are you?" Andy challenges eyeing me from head to toe with suspicious eyes.

I gulp, regaining my defense.

"Yes I am. Now tell me the truth Andy. You owe me that."

"If a part of you still cares about me you'll tell me the truth." I'm desperate at this point, willing to resort to cliche lines for dead end answers.

"Fine," a heavy sigh echos through the car, "don't say I didn't warn you."

"Okay," I nod clasping my hands together between my knees. I quickly glance out the window, surprised to see no sign of Harry banging on the door. The expression on his face when I walked away, I'm glad I missed what it must have been as Andy started following shortly behind.

I don't know if that should make me relieved or sad but this emptiness still is unsettled in my chest.

"I never intended to hurt you in that alley-"

"You were going to rape me!" I shout.

Andy shakes his head, reaching to put his hand on my arm but I jerk it away quickly before it makes contact and he quickly retracts realizing his mistake.

Shit sorry. I- just let me talk okay?"

I anxiously agree with a firm nod feeling my palms growing clammy with nerves.

"Harry had been on my ass about how you had been going through shit. He said that I was only confusing you and you hadn't been the same. I knew it had to be the kiss in the laser tag. I still cared for you then, shit I still do."