Indecisive 2 (Sequel)

Chapter 33: Whose Fault?

Chapter 33: Whose Fault?

*I'm so sorry this update took so long. In the past week I went to NYC, had finals, moved bk home from college, and started work again so it was a bit hectic. Don't worry though I haven't quit writing (not possible).

I'm off Univ for a month so it will be bk to every other day updates. Please keep reading and I promise to keep writing. I've missed it tons.*

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Recap of 32:

"I-I love you and you can't even do this one thing for me-"

"Fine I'll just find someone else then," I catch a glimmer of tears in her eyes before her head jerks back around.

I pick up my phone from the nightstand and call the only person who may actually be able to put some sense into what's going on with her.

Andy.

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Whitney POV:

Song- Through The Dark: One Direction (Could really use some suggestions)

My fingers cling to the collar of Harry's sweater I snatched up from the back of the sofa while I climb into the vehicle.

"Thanks for coming," my eyes meet Maddz forcing a smile.

She sees through me like an open book, "What's wrong?"

"Can I tell you on the way? I'm kind of kind a rush?"

She nods, pulling away from the curb. Once we've turned onto the adjoining block she starts to speak.

"I thought you were done with this," she sighs heavily giving me a look of sympathy.

"I was," I shamefully admit, "but things have been falling apart lately," I clasp my hands tightly in my lap, "I've tried to fight it but I think it's worse then I want to admit."

"You should have called me Whitney. You know you can always talk to me."

"I-I just didn't want to bother you with all my problems." I nervously admit, the last thing I want to feel like is a burden like Harry probably thinks I am already.

"Hey friends first remember? Just because I am with Jeff doesn't mean I don't have time for you either."

"I know it's just-"

"It's just what?" Maddz presses.

"I feel like I'm loosing him Maddz," I dig my nails into my palm.

"What do you mean? Don't you two hang out like everyday?" She questions.

"Yeah he's just felt so distant lately. I know I've been distant too with starting this job again. I just wanted to know what it was like to be close to him..." My voice lingers off, slightly embarrassed at how stupid it sounds aloud even though it's only Maddz I'm talking to here.

"Wait. What do you mean...close to him?"

Do I want to tell her? I feel it burning in my conscious and I know i have to tell someone before it goes through me.

"We had sex." I slowly state waiting for her response.

A shriek echo's through the car as we almost drift off the freeway but pull back at the last second.

"Whitney oh my god," her hand shoves my shoulder.

"What?" I turn to meet her amused smile.

"Well how was it?"

"Maddz!"

"What c'mon I told you about my first time," she defends with a laugh.

My eyes drift out the window remembering the way my body was buried beneath Harry's larger frame. The way his lips caressed mine tenderly as he entered me using all his restraint to go as slowly as possible.