That's your family

The biggest Dumbass

I didn't exactly sleep well last night but my day felt a little brighter when I got up and tried the get ready for my interview at St. Thomas today for working in their labs. I tried to avoid anyone like Tara or Wendy which is really easy when you are doing lab. I did decide on showing up up early tho just so I could see Abel. I kind of know why Jax is acting the way he is. Abel is so small and booked up to machines in his little box and it freaks me out a wee bit. How is this kid ever going to be strong enough to handle his family.

I eventually headed in the opposite Direction to go know o a private office to have my interview. For the most part it was a standard interview but one of the questions got to me for a second. We were discussing my education and I was asked if I would consider "furthering my education in order to keep St. Thomas current in modern medicine" Instantly I said yes and explained how education would personally better myself and the hospital. But when I got out of the interview it still lingered in my mind. How mad would
People be if I left again. I know Koz would be down but would Juice even want to attempt at a long distance relationship. We live together and we hardly see each other. I got into my SUV and proceeded to do all my little chores like grocery shop. Juice was going to come home tonight and we are going to have a splendid date night. I tried calling Juice but I went to voicemail. Later I got a call back but not from Juice, from my brother bitching about the fucking raid and then mom getting arrested. At one point I had to tell Jax to calm down and repeat why mom just nailed a Chick in the face with a skateboard. When everything was explained to me I just stopped. The dissatisfied I had been feeling with Juice expanded to everyone. Even just knowing the girl was here for Halfsac got me a little disappointed, just not as mad as I was at Clay for cheating (kinda) and Juice for being such a dumb ass that he ended up hurting my family.

I wanted to leave, I really did. I had no where to go but that didn't stop me from packing a bag and going to the border of Charming and parking on the side of a bluff.

This is when I wish Happy was here he makes me feel like a drama queen which I hate, but at the same time he looks at me and says "quit your bitching it will be OK" and you know what it always ends up OK.

I decided just to head to my favorite burger joint and was eating when Juice walked in, sat across from me stole a fry and ordered a burger too. We didn't talk about the previous event but we did end up turning that night into a really awesome date.

It wasn't until we got home and I rolled off of him nude did he pull me close and looked in my eyes. "Tammy we need to talk about today. "Look I am sorry I was a little jealous of you and Halfsac, so when I met a girl interested I didn't think about who she slept with. I would never try to hurt you or your family, after all they are my family too." At that he chuckled and gave me that smile I love. I reached up to kiss him and didn't stop his as he proceeded with the foreplay.

If happy had told me that everything would of been OK then he would of been right. I stated work soon after, Clay was realised from prison. Cherry was staying with Bobby and I waited for Halfsac's boxing match.