Chapter Fifteen

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Chapter Fifteen

(Miracles in December)

Kyungsoo's POV:

"Well I think the two minutes are up. It says that you are.."

"Pregnant," I whisper. My heart fells down.

Panicking I grab the other pregnancy tests to see if any others say negative. But all of them are positive.

"This can't be happening." My eyes start to water and my vision becomes blurry while I keep checking all the pregnancy tests.

"Calm down, D.O.! It's going to be alright." Baekhyun grabs me with his hands on both my shoulders.

"Don't tell me to calm down. My life is ruined. I can't go to college now and I'm sure Kai is going to brake up with me." I push his hands away and I fall to the floor.

I roll myself back and forth as I cry harder. All I can think of is that Kai is going to leave me. He's not going to want to care of a kid and I'll be a single parent. What if my parents kick me out cause they don't want to take care of a kid either? I'm going to be all alone on the streets? How can I be smart if I did the stupidest thing ever and ended up being pregnant?

People are going to judge me now and I'll be the center of attention in which I hate. How can he be smart in school but not smart to make choices? I put my hands in head.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. That's what I am. A stupid person. If I was truly smart I would of done the best thing and tell Kai to put a condom on. But I didn't. And now I'm going to have a kid and I'm still in high school.

Baekhyun scoots down to the floor and hugs me while my hands are still in my head. "Kai is not going to leave you, he loves you too much to leave."

"But he's not going to want a kid." I wipe my tears with my hands. I lay my head on the floor and stare at the ceiling.

"Well you wouldn't know if you don't tell him. Or what are you going to get rid of the baby and not tell Kai?"

"The fuck? I'm not going to get rid of my baby! I'm going to keep it because it's not it's fault." I hit Baekhyun in the head.

"Ow, I was just kidding. No need to hit me."

"No need!" I mock him. How dare he suggest something like that?

Abortion is not option. I made the wrong choice and now I'm going to live with it. But I'm not going to suffer and say that it was a mistake but it wasn't. Maybe I did say that my life is ruined but I only meant it because my life plan was turned around. But this baby could be the best thing that could happened to me? What's what I hope so.

Baekhyun and I go to Taco Bell to go eat because I was craving those tacos so bad, not before we threw the pregnancy test away to the dumpster. Well except one. I'm keeping that one to show Kai when I tell him I'm pregnant. Whenever I'm ready. I don't want to go to the doctors with out him. And I'll keep it.

"So I have been thinking that no wonder you looked like you were getting fatter." Baekhyun takes a sip from his drink.

"Hey, I'm not fat. I'm just pudgy. And some of my pants are a little tight on me but that's because I thought I was growing." I pout, looking at my stomach. I should start wearing baggy shirts and sweats.

"Growing, what? Muscles? D.O., don't be ridiculous. You don't even work out!"

"But I could of? But it's too late anyways," I shrug. Stuffing another taco in my mouth.

It was my fourth one but I was still hungry. I also wanted some quesadillas but I was still debating over them.

The rest of the meal we spend it over my baby. We were talking about my baby's gender. Would be a girl or a boy? I wanted a boy but who knows? I could get a girl but I would still be happy. All I wanted was a healthy baby.

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