Chapter Nineteen

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Chapter Nineteen

(Miracles in December)

December 15, Monday

Kyungsoo's POV:

Monday rolled around and I couldn't wait until I had Kai back into Mrs. Kim's class.

We still had the whole working on homework with partners but now I had nobody because they all had their own partners but since Kai is back, I won't be lonely in class anymore.

It's currently six in the morning, I had showered and put my uniform on. My homework for math class was almost done. It was due today but because Kai came and it was his party, I didn't do it. But I'm not dwelling on it. Math is easy for me so I could just do it under thirty minutes.

My shirt was getting a little bit tighter. I mean I'm still three weeks pregnant but I'm slightly bigger. So I borrowed Xiumin's school clothes from last year when he was a bit chubbier. He lost all the weight this summer, something that I think it was because of puberty.

With his clothes, no one will tell that I am getting bigger. Well my cheeks kind of give it away but that's because I am eating a lot these days. Especially junk food. I'm eating all those things that I haven't eating in the past, so that's probably why my cheeks are chubbier.

My heart had skipped a beat when Kai had notice I gain weight. He said that he still loved me and that he even found me hot. I don't believed him about that but you know, it could be true.

It was like my body became paralyzed when he said I was chubbier. It was stupid of me to believe he knew that I was pregnant but it was probably because he hadn't seen me for two weeks so maybe that's why he saw me bigger.

But then again so has Baekhyun but he know the reason why so I'm okay with that.

My life is going to be the way it was before Kai left. Perfect. Well slight perfect. Because once I tell Kai that I'm pregnant, I will also have to tell my parents and Chanyeol's parents. And then my perfect life will be gone. I'll have to say bye bye.

My baby is going to be my first priority. High school won't have to be a way for my better future of becoming something important and a way for the university of my dreams to accept me, but a priority.

With out a high school degree, a lot of jobs won't accept me. I know that a college degree is a dream instead of reality. Community college might be a possibility but let's be real here, it won't be.

Kai will have to get a job again because my dad won't let him slack off. I will even be fortunate if he even helps us raise a kid. Or if Kai helps me? I shake my head. He is. Kai won't leave me. He wouldn't?

Sighing, I grab my backpack, my book that I have to return to the library, and head out to the kitchen.

"Bro, how did you sleep?" My sister was eating pancakes and her phone on, Instagram on full view.

"Fine. Excited to have Kai back at school?" I force a smile. She can't know that I'm stressing over my lie.

"You know, I'm lucky he's my brother in law and dad adores him." She gushes about Kai.

"Your daddy does love Kai. I don't think he can ever hate him you know." My mother puts the plate of pancakes on side of the table.

Ignoring her comment, I take a bite of the pancake. Their comments on Kai is not helping me at all. My dad does adore Kai but I feel like he'll be disappointed on him as well as on me. Hell, he'll be even furious that we weren't careful at all.

He's going to be so disappointed in me. His son who has always been a top ten student since middle school, gets A's on every subject, the one with a GPA over five point 0; pregnant.

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