Miracles in December (kaisoo Mpreg)

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Seventeen

(Miracles in December)

December 13, Saturday

Kyungsoo's POV:

Ten minutes ago I had puked my guts out. Supposedly I had put my alarm to wake me up later then my usual morning routines on school days but thanks to morning sickness, I up twenty minutes before my actual alarm goes off.

As I lay on my bed, waiting for my alarm clock to hit nine in the morning, my mind wonders back when I was complaining about my sister's pregnancy. How stupid I was to make fun of something so delicate.

Who would of known I would become the one to become pregnant? Maybe men can handle pregnancy as well? I mean, look at me. I'm three weeks pregnant and going. The power of Kai's dick.

My eyes bulge when I recall the time my sister craved so many weird things that I realize I'm going to be just like that. Whiny, fat, and grossed about how I'm going to look like.

That shouldn't even matter. What should matter, right now is praying that Kai doesn't leave me. I would totally be heartbroken. A single father and a depressed person because of a broken heart.

The alarm goes off but I let it play until it stops. Kai is coming home today. I'm so nervous because I don't know if I can contain myself from not telling him that he's going to be a father.

My mood has gone to being excited to being depressed. But I can't let it show to Kai or anyone else. They can't know the reason why I'm hesitant and scared of seeing Kai again even though deep inside I do want to see him.

Getting up, I go to my closet and find clothes that suit my mood and then hop on the shower. Four more hours until I see him again. So nerve wracking.

"You're daddy is coming," I tell my baby as I message my bump.

He's still not even develop to be a baby yet but to me he is sill there alive. He's forming himself to be our baby. My and Kai's own flesh and blood. I never thought that I would ever have a baby inside of me. Me; creating something so wonderful that god gave me. A privilege that only a few men can do.

I'm so blessed but at the same time, I am so scared because I don't know if I could it. But now It happened so I have to do the best I can to give my fetus inside me the best thing in the world.

In the other hand, I do hope so that he or she looks like a mini Kai. His dark complexion, and amazing lips. Hopefully he or she gets the amazing dancing talent that Kai possesses.

My mind is whirl up with so many thoughts that I am getting nervous by the second so instead of dwelling on it, I decided to focus on making myself ok so that Kai doesn't notice how much of a wreck I am right now.

Hopping on the shower, I turn on the water and let the hot water relax my tense muscles. Hot water is a form of relaxation to me right now because I don't know what else can relax me at this point.

Your baby can! My mind tells me as I start to wash myself. Yes. My baby. The one that was made by Kai and I's love. Love that I was showing to Kai as a form of telling him he was not alone after he felt like he was not loved by his parents.

Kai. Better hurry up. I tell myself, finally getting hyped up to see my man. Yes, my man. The man of my dreams. The man who gave me the best thing that could ever happened to me; then baby inside of me.

Hurrying up washing up myself, I put my clothes on and go to the kitchen were my mother was already eating breakfast with dad and Kara.

"Hi, honey." My mother smiles at me before she goes back to eating her breakfast.