Today is the day that I died.
Looking down, I can see that you lied.
Oh my God, not a single one cried.
Did you even care?
Were you ever there?
Guess not,
my birthday,
you forgot.
But hey,
maybe you'll remember my death day.
Today is the day that I died.
Finally swallowed my pride.
Thought at least somebody would care,
another lie, I am ensnared.
You never even looked up to the sky,
I'm sitting here, wondering why.
But fuck you, no, I won't cry.
Just glad I never said goodbye.
I won't see you when you die,
No matter how hard I try.
I won't hear heaven's bell,
Cause I'm going to hell.
But before I go,
I just want you to know,
I still love you...
But no matter what I do,
I can't get you back.
I'm sorry I left,
I just lost the attack.
I'm sorry I did this to you,
but there's nothing I can do.
Don't follow me,
Why can't you see?
I made a mistake,
but I'm finally awake!
Life is great!
Create your fate.
I see you cared,
I'm sorry you're scared.
I'm sorry I left,
I'm sorry I died,
I'm sorry I lied,
I'm sorry you cried,
Shit I didn't even try,
I'm sorry.
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Poems of a Suicidal Memory
PoetryI took all of my poems and compiled them into one big thing. Comments and constructive criticism are/is much appreciated. I will add to this as I write more, therefore there will be no set time for when I will update. Just read, enjoy, and support m...