okay. my very first rant in this book. vote for this book if any of our rants in this book is relatable to you :) enjoy.
so i have this friend and he used to date one of my other friend but then they broke up over the summer. i come back to school on the first day and they are still close with each other like nothing even happened between them. apparently they still have feelings for each other because they are literally ALWAYS together. and if he doesn't listen to her, she is going to get mad and he doesn't want her to be mad at him. like wtf. why do you still care? she's your ex, just leave her. live your own life, don't her control it.
last monday, i stayed late after school so he was there. so he sat beside me and we just started talking. I honestly thought that was it. i mean it was like that between us last school year. just talking every once in a while.
so he thought it would be funny if he took my phone. usually i wouldnt mind. but because i didnt have a passcode for my phone, i tried to get it back.
you know those cute fights that boyfriends and girlfriends have when they take their phone and the other person tries to get it back? well yeah. we were doing that but i was yelling threats at him so i didnt think it was cute. and then a girl from the grade younger saw us and thought it was cute and she was like "awe are you guys dating?" this was the perfect moment to get my phone back so i did. and then we were like "wtf no" and the she goes "awe man. its okay, i ship it" and we just gave her a 'dafuq' face. but every since she said that, this guy is always trying to talk to me like everyday.
last wednesday i stayed late after school again. he just so happened to be there. he lost his sweater and he didnt know where it was so he pulled me by the arm and said "come help me find it" so he practically dragged me with him to find his sweater. but wtf. you would usually ask me to help you like you use too. we couldnt find his sweater so we just waited outside for my ride. we sat together on the same bench and then he started to lean on me. i just gave him a weird look cas wtf. water u doing? get off me please. like he read my mind he got off. he found some huge ass stick and started writing my name across the sand.
um.
water u doing
do you think you're cute
do you think this is teen love story
no. stop this.
then on thursday, i took his phone back for revenge. but ofc he was with his ex gf. i went outside to my friends and i still had his phone. he started leaving the school so i called him out cas he's so stupid, he forgot about his phone. so he walked back to where i was and started throwing light punches at my arm and kept saying "give it back." i told him how he's not suppose to hit a girl and blah blah blah and you know what he told me?! he said "you're a girl?" Offended by his response i didnt give his phone back cas wtf rudeeeeee. i just went back inside the school and obviously, he followed. i went to the girl's bathroom cas i know he wouldnt go in there. so after a few minutes i left the girl's bathroom bc i thought he left but guess what? he was just there standing waiting for me to come out. i tried to walk past by him but he just hugged me and said he was sorry.
like dont you have an ex gf waiting for you outside?
do you want her to be pissed at you?
r u asking for a death wish?
i just gave back his phone so he would stop hugging me cas i didnt want the people around to think sh.it. then i went home like half an hour later
then the next day, first period i went to french. a big smile came onto my face when i saw him. note the sarcasm. i just sat behind him bc the seat beside him was taken which i was pretty grateful for cas if i sat beside him, we'd probably talk the whole period. anyways he saw me and he said "you left me yesterday. after my friends left, i went looking for you." at first , i thought that was the cutest thing a guy could ever say to me. but it was this particular guy who still has feelings for his ex gf and vice versa and he doesnt want his ex gf to be pissed at him. so i just thought, oh he's looking for his other "toy". and i dont mean "toy" as the nasty you dirty hoes. you know what i mean. like he's just looking for someone else cas his ex gf went home. so i simply just told him i went home early. i told him i'll stay late next time.
then today is when i finally realized he was a mother fucking fboy. today i saw him with 2 different girls. and he calls them his best friend, just like how he is best friends with his freaking ex gf. so what, am i your best friend too? he hugs them like they were his gf. THE EXACT SAME WAY HE HUGGED ME. omfg. he's a fuckboy. KILL ME NOW. like who do you think i am? another girl that is gonna fall for you but just remain as your best friend like your other best friends? aHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA you're funny.
like what are you trying to do? do you want us to be best friends? at first i'd be fine with it, but now that i know you're a fuckboy, its just fucked up everything.
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i feel like he's only talking to me just so he could move on from his ex gf. but then again, he's probably doing the same thing with the other girls.
STAY IN ONE LANE PLEASE. STOP SWERVING EVERYWHERE. goddamn.
that's all for now
-shershmonica
