gUESS WHOS BACK AGEEN? YUP ITS ME SQUID i am going to rant about today. many things were pissing me the fÙCK OFF TODAY.
It was the afternoon and im doing part of my french unit (if ya dont know what those are well at my school units are huge ass packages 1-18 per subject) im in my room doing research for it, and i hear the faucet. iT WAS FÚCKING RUNNING LIKE ZAYN ZAYNING. my brother has this fetish for playing in water so he fills up sinks, bathtubs, anything, with water. I start scolding him to turn ut off bc hes wasting water. and what do i hear not even 10 minutes after? the motherfůcking faucet.
Evening rolls around and my mom. my mom. oK BEFORE ANY OF U DECIDE TO SAY SHÍT I LOVE MY MOM. BUT SHE NEEDS TO FUČKING CALM THE FÚCK DOWN SOMETIMES. My mom is my life mentor and i adore her very much. just like probably everyone else, their moms can be their best friend or the opposite; no inbetweens. Today, she was being the opposite of my friend. She starts bítching about my grades. i didnt get a so nice mark recently anD JUST BC OF THAT, SHES ON MY A§§ 75/7 NOW. LIKE I TELL HER I TRY MY HARDEST BUT SHE GOES ON SAYING SHÏT LIKE BYE.
Then, she goes saying. "You dont do anything all u shud do is study." NOT EVEN A SECOND LATER SHE GOES "You dont do anything, do the laundry."
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hell?THAT MADE NO FÜCKING SENSE. FIRST U SAY I GOTTA DO MY DUMBA§§ UNITS BC I DONT DO ANYTHING ELSE THEN SHE SAYS DO THE LAUNDRY BC I DONT DO ANYTHING? MAKE UP YA DAMN MIND.
Now its nighttime, and im frenchbraiding my hair. my hair is slick straight, so i cant do it early in the morning bc it wont work. Anyways, she sees my hair braided and says "UR NOT GONNA SHOWER TMRW?!" as u may understand, i wash my hair everyday in the morning, unless i curl or braid it overnight. but i do take a shower before braiding it dw, then the morning of i wash up everything but my hurr. idefk in that moment i was gonna yeet myself out a window.
I'm a perfectionist. not as much as i used to, but i still am. so i noticed my braids looked too loose. so i redid them and it took 82636 tries. just as i was braiding one side, the phone rang, and i had to stop to answer it then the braid fúcked up. tHEN IT HAPPENED AGAIN AND I GOT SO MAD.
Now, as im writing this, my brother does this thing where he rewatches movies. like on ytv, they play movies, and he watches them all the time. they replay them at different times of the day, aND HE WATCHES EVERY SINGLE REPLAY. NOT EVEN JOKING. RN HE IS WATCHING MADAGASCAR 3 FOR THE 83773922 TIME TODAY. HE ALWAYS DOES THIS. JUST LAST WEEK HE DID THIS I WANTED TK CRY BC IT WAS LATE AT NIGHT I HAD SCHOOL, I WANTED HIM TO LEAVE MY ROOM BC HE RAIDED MY TV IB MY ROOM. AND RN HE IS RAIDING MY TV AGAIN. fúckkkkk. he has a tendency to tv jump. he goes from my moms room, to my room. and it pisses me the fuck off. like can u fucking stay in one room please get the fuck out.
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anYWAYS IM GONNA GO AND READ SOME WATTPAD STORIES BC TODAY IS JUST NOT MY DAY AND IMA GO LISTEN TO MUSIC BC FÚCK EVERHTHING RN-squid