okay so I'm going on a trip next week Friday and I wanna hand in the form tomorrow but my dad is being a rude bitch saying I don't need it right now and tomorrow will find it but when tomorrow comes all he will be doing is siting on the couch playing his dumb clash of king game and here I STILL am stressing over this bc I need to hand in shit and I need to do it now.
next is I was having trouble in math and know my dad he cant help me at all bc he cant remember it all. one look at my math and he zayned away. so I called my friends but they don't answer so here I am gunna spend two periods in math doing God knows what bc I'm so fucking dumb at math even though I've been learning that shit for like ten years? ill probs just look at my paper cry internally and outernally and plea for help bc I don't know how u math geniuses do it but all I know is that I. am. fucking. dumb. in. math.
so I missed a seminar for French and it was the in-class test so now I have to talk to my teacher to see if I can do it in the test center bc no way in hell am I gunna sit beside her and let her creep on me while I do a test bc 1. I am slow at doing French tests. 2. I don't care about how frkin easy my friend says it is my average is probs gunna be 0.01 % after I take the test.
design. i am taking a design course and all of my classmates have finished their piece and I'm still here not even started bc one my dumbass teacher could not consult bc apparently its seniors and I'm like nO. i have like a hard design bc my dumb design teacher just could not understand the way i originally wanted it. now I have to attach wires and weave it around and i am so lost bc how the fuck do you do that.
i have this really rude ass vocals teacher. she's the worst. she puts you on the spot and humiliates you and roasts you till ur all burned. god I just wanna quit her class but I love singing. she's also making sing the oh Canada as a test? wtf?
i love science but i fucking hate physics bc its just their mocking at me bc i am so literally dumb with it. just like math. i need a tutor for science more specifically physics. but anyways i have no idea what i am learning in physics. i just write down the notes in my notebook but wha? i have no idea wtf i am writing. i also want to be a veterinarian when I'm older and I'm still confused bc people said i needa take physics and others says don't have to? so i dunno and I'm stressing their bc i desperately want to be a vet and i need to get my shit together and get good marks and become like super smart in math and not super effin dumb at it.
i just literally cant I'm breaking down JUST BECAUSE I MISSED TWO WEEKS OF SCHOOL AND BEHIND ON SCHOOL WORK. fml. hate it. i don't know what to do. send help. pls.
-shark
