i swear to fucking whoever that mary ward isnt like the schools in philippines, or america or el salvador or china.
the only people who understand the program are the people who have been or who still are (unfortunately) at mary ward
so no parents should say "when i went to school, i was more responsible" or some shit because you know what
you havent been to mary ward
you havent stressed as much as we did
or witnessed the fear we had when TA interviews came up because we werent on track for the one course or nothing has chanhed since the last interview
the stress of having your teacher not be there when you need her the most
no one will fucking understand
HELL ITS EVEN STRESSFUL NOT BEING TO FIND A SEAT ANYWHERE BECAUSE ALL MARY WARD STUDENTS KNOW THAT IF YOURE CAUGHT WONDERING AROUND THE HALLS BY THE MOTHER FUCKING HALL MONITOR
REST IN FUCKING PEACE
TARGETS DATE ARE EVEN SOMETHING TO FEAR BECAUSE WE KNOW WE'RE NOT HANDING IN A UNIT ON THAT DAY
so im so fucking sorry that
i cant do dishes
i cant do laundry
i cant make my sister food
BECAUSE MARY WARD IS TAKING OVER. I CANT DO SHIT AROUND THE HOUSE BC IF I DO, I WONT DO UNITS, AND WHEN I DONT DO UNITS MY PARENTS GET MAD
WHEN I DO UNITS BUT NO HOUSE CHORES MY PARENTS GET MAD
SEE IF I WASNT IN THE FUCKING AFTER SCHOOL HELP I WOULDNT BE RANTING
BUT NOOOOOO
THEY HAVE TO KEEP ME FOR A FUCKJNG HOUR AND A HALF OF COMPLETE BULLSHIT
IM NOT THAT STUPID OKAY
I JUST FAILED ONE FUCKING TEST
BUT GUESS WHAT
I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER
THATS WHY I FAILED
MY BRAIN WAS ASLEEP
I WAS SLEEPY AF
THEREFORE I FAILED THE TEST
I DONT NEED HELP
geez.
i hate everyone.
fuck u all
much love,
onica
