bangbangbang shark is bak!
its been a hot minute (rlly its been around seven months but same shit).
anyways its time to give a life update sorta rant! i left off my last update around in feburary bitching about all my classes and marks and university and how im gunna survive and what not. well heres the outcomes! i finished my english and religion course early in the year (around may) but not without a few blood, sweat, tears, and handcramps. yes handcramps. bc the english exam was literally four mf essays. yes my guy. four essays - intro, three body paragraphs, and a conclusion, the whole shebang - in two hours. sad ! alexa play despacito!! then the religion exam had me shookt bc i rlly finessed that course and didnt know the last two or three concepts but its whatever bc i was done two courses. that left me with adv functions, physics, chemistry, and biology.
i will also have yall know that i finessed bio and chem sooooo hard i almost lost it (well i kinda did) and my averages going into the exam were so shittt. i didnt know majority of dna concepts and the last strand (which was about popuation?) but yea bombed those questions soooo hard in the exam but i tried to make the other stuff that i did know about sound like i knew wat i was doing lmao. same thing with chemistry except im pretty sure that exam ran me over with a truck and maybe backed up a few times on me. that exam was so shit but i was so happy when i found out they were giving us three hours to write the exam. but like i didnt even finish it sooo. the multiple choice was took like an hour or so stg u had to sacrifice something and go on a quest to find another just to answer the damnmultiple choice question. then the short answer questions rlly fucked me over but whats new.
then i ended up continuing the last two of my courses into summerschool, physics and math. which made me really upset bc i was scared my uni offer would have been revoked but it hasnt so im glad. but yea i summerschooled physics and math, spent almost two weeks at school doing work and finessing the system yet again. this time the out come was mf glorious! i ffucked rejoiced bc i passed two of the worse subjects of my life with rlly decent and good marks in my terms. i was worried the whol month and had a few breakdowns bc i was so worried i wouldnt pass those two classes. if i hadnt passed them, then my uni offer rlly would have been revoked and i would be the ultimate upsetti spahetti hoe there is. but alas! i passed!
graduation ceremony! it rlly happened a week before summerschool started but whatever. i graduated which makes me rlly happy but everytime i remmeber it, it makes me sad bc my parents arent proud that i graudated with honours, or certificates, and plaques. but like i did not try and kill myself trying to pass highschool just for u not to be proud of me just bc i didnt get hnours but its watever now i graduated and moving on to uni and yall already kno the fam aint invited to my uni grad idc. also my brother graduated from middle school so now hes off to highscool! hopefull he has the same ta as i did and that he does better than me and actually listens to my advice. imma force him to make a skype acct (i think he has one but just doenst wana tell me ) and make sure we skype every know and then to make sure he aint killing himself with stress like i did.
yuss, after grad we had prom! i know same fukn day it sucks but wadya kno the systems sucks ass. so yea glammed up and wore flats bc i didnt wanna hurt my feel. was a good night. had a first experance and im still very shook about it and idk how i feel but it was ok atleast i tell myself. NEXT. afterrparty. i was a plus one bc i wasnt invited directly but imma keep it short i got BORDERLINE tipsy bc first time drinks ykno and kept shouting and insisting to everyone that i wasnt tipsy and was still sober. now we kno for sure ill be an angry drunk annd a sleepy one bc i slept in the car on the way home and sure as hell i dont remmeber anything except know that i was being spoken to and i was replyinng back. yeet.
i passed this chapter of my life and now im bringing my ass and stress to a new school with new challenges that will make me wanna kms! but still. i had dreamt of going to this university since i was in grade seven and now i am after fighting blood sweat and tears to keep my offer :) ill be dorming there as of sept 1 and will therefore be quitting my job soon! ive picked up one more shift just so i can make some coins and make sure i can still sustain myself in university AND bc i gotta pay for all those go bus tickets. bc ykno. my dad doesnt wanna drive here to pick me up and drop me back off and shit. sadd.
now im tryin to enjoy whatever summer i have left, working some shifts and trying to hang with my bestfrends before i leave :(
im gnna miss them so much, imma miss not seeing them at school, inviting them to ta, going to impromtu places or going to their place. not spilling tea face to face, going to classes, eating lunch. just making all these memories with them. im gnna miss their bitchasses:(
bangbangbang this chapters done! might be a while till the next one so
cheers!
~shark!
