Big Aint Bad

Chapter 58

*Victoria in MM*
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Armani

"What the hell is going on?" I asked.

"I'm so sorry to be the one to tell you this. But your baby stopped development at 16 weeks. Right now you should be measuring 21 weeks. I'm sorry but we couldn't find a heartbeat either." He explained.

"No! No!" I screamed

"I'm so sorry. We're going to have to give you a prescription to pass the fetus naturally. It can be quite painful so I'll give you a prescription for pain relievers." He explained.

I broke down crying. My baby. My innocent baby. It's all my fault. All of the stressing I've been doing. I'm the reason my baby is gone.

"I'll give you some time to talk & I'll go get your paperwork together." He said leaving.

"Baby. This is all my fault. I'm so sorry. I've put you through so much stress with all my bullshit. If you want to divorce me I understand. I'm the reason our baby is gone." Kemani said tearing up.

I looked up at him. Then I walked over & fell into his arms. He held me tight as I cried.

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*later that night*

I laid in the tub of warm water. It was the only thing that helped the pain. Passing a fetus is no joke. It's like all the pain of giving birth but no baby.

Kemani tried to hold composure for my sake but I can tell he's hurting too. With everything that's going on I just need him here. For just a little while I wanna forget the cheating & the lies. I just wanna get past this & move on.

"Hey baby. The twins are eating pizza. I have a fruit cup & juicy juice. Is that cool?" He asked

"Yeah. Just make sure they use the pot before bed. And make sure you put a pull up on them but undies over the pull ups so they won't think it's safe to pee on purpose." I said.

"Okay. I'll be right back. I'm gonna go check on them. Your water warm enough?" He asked.

"Yes. Thank you baby." I said.

About 10 minutes he came back upstairs.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"The twins won't go to bed without both of us tucking them in." He said.

"Okay. Help me up out of here." I said.

He bent down to help me up. He handed me a towel & I wrapped it around my body.

"Don't look." I said embarrassed.

"Why not?" He asked.

"Just don't." I snapped.

"Come here." He said pulling me towards him.

"What Kemani?"

"I may not be able to touch but at least let me look." He said licking his lips.

"Kemani please. That shit don't work on me anymore." I lied.

He chuckled & followed behind me.

"Mean ass." He said laughing.

"Whatever. Pass me some panties & a pad." I said pulling his shirt over my head.

"Why you get my shirt?" He asked.

"Because I want it. That's why." I said smirking.

"Come here. You not wearing my shirt." He said running towards me.