Big Aint Bad

Chapter 12

Armani

There was a moment. I was about to kiss him.

What the hell is wrong with you Armani?

Ugh! Well I guess it was for the best. It probably was the damn wine anyway. I removed my dress & slipped on a t-shirt. I washed the makeup off my face & brushed my hair in a high messy bun. Then I got into bed. If only I could sleep.

About 30 minutes later I heard the door open.

"You sleep?" He asked

I raised up.

I shook my head no.

"So what was that back there?"

"I uhhhh...it's a long story." I answered.

"We've got all night. He said.

I smiled.

I went on telling him about my first love. The guy who pretended to love me & when he got sex from me he told the whole football team about it.

Wow after all these years I was still humiliated telling Kemani the story.

"It's so humiliating! I went through so much in that point of my life. And to know all of that & still hurt me like that! Why would someone do that?" I asked with my voice cracking

Kemani didn't say anything. He allowed me to let it all out. Something I'd never done before.

"He ruined my life!" " I've buried myself in my work so I'd have no social life. God I'm an idiot!"

He grabbed my hands.

"You're way too beautiful to be crying."

"Especially over him."

"He didn't appreciate you."

"So forget that loser."

"You deserve to be respected, kissed daily, & loved unconditionally forever."

He wiped my tears.

He stood up.

"Come here." He said

I stood up.

He pulled me slowly towards the bathroom. I was slightly confused.

"What are we doing in here?" I asked.

"Look in the mirror & tell me what you see?"

"Kemani what--"

"Just do it."

"I see me." I said & he chuckled.

"Well I see a strong woman. Someone who is very loving. Someone who goes over & beyond for everyone else but herself. She's beautiful. She's intelligent. And she has a great ass." He said making me giggle.

He turned me around to face him.

"I want you. All of you."

"So have me." I replied.

Our lips connected. It was like electricity flowing through my body. I had goosebumps all over me. I opened my mouth & he invaded my mouth with his tongue. I let his hands go & placed my arms around his neck. He caressed my back & slowly moved his hands down to my ass & squeezed it. My nipples hardened & I was soaking wet. I wanted him in the worst way. I instructed him to sit on the bed & I got on top of him. I began kissing his neck & chest feeling his manhood harden underneath me.

"Armani." He said moaning.

"Hmmm?" I answered.

He sat up.

"I'm sorry but I can't do this with you right here like this." He said

"I mean you I want to. DAMN! I really want to but you deserve to be made love to. After 12 years I want to be that man but I want to earn it baby. You feel me?" he asked.

I smiled. "Yeah I do."

"Come here. Lay with me." He said.

I layed beside him & he put his arms around me.

This was nice. Different. I felt beautiful. Wanted. He kissed the back of my neck. Goosebumps appeared once again

"You're so soft". He said.

I smiled quietly.

After a few minutes I heard soft snores in my ear. It wasn't long before I too was consumed by sleep.

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-No nookie just yet ladies
-sorry for any mistakes in the chapter. I was babysitting my little cousins & I didn't have my quiet place like I usually do.
-Next Chapter will drop before Sunday Night 3/22/15