Stuck - Larry Stylinson

Epilogue

Life is a weird thing. It can confuse you until you go crazy and it can also give you the most clear things right in front of you but you still won’t see them.

The brain of yours is even more confusing and that is the one thing that can truly drive you crazy. It can drive you to the point where you can’t see the difference between reality and dreams. It can make up the most scary things but also the most beautiful. Your brain is always playing tricks with you, whatever you notice or not.

The brain of Louis Tomlinson drove Louis crazier than most. He didn’t know what was real and what only existed in his head. His brain got him Schizophrenic. It made him think he lived through some of the worst thing you could ever imagine and some of the most beautiful things you could ever wish for.

All of Louis’ life wasn’t a lie or made up in his head. Louis mum had died when she gave birth to the twins in the Tomlinson family, and Louis’ dad had hit him to the point Louis ran away. Louis did live on the streets for a long while, and he did sell his body and he did do drugs.

The drug part was probably the thing that pushed Louis’ brain over the edge. It was the things the drugs did to him and his brain that made the brain confused until it finally drove itself crazy.

Josef did never rape Louis. Niall was never mean to Louis, but Niall did also live in the mansion, but it was not a place for ‘emotionally and physical unstable people', it was more of a place for the physics people, people who had a "real" illness. Like schizophrenia, bipolar disorder and such.

Liam lived in the house with them too and so did Zayn. Louis had in real life never talked to any of them, it was just something his brain had made up.  

Stan had been real and he had helped Louis somewhat. He had also a similar problem but Stan’s was much easier to do something with. It was one of the only ‘real’ persons who had talked to Louis without freaking out when Louis started talking about something that never happened or someone they had never heard of. Stan understood him, but as said Stan’s case was easier and Stan left not long after he and Louis met.

Next one to bring up is Harry. The one person that made the biggest impact in Louis’ life. The one person his brain made up to help Louis. The first person who had meant something real for Louis. The one person Louis had never met or seen. The one person who only had existed in Louis’ head. But maybe not only in Louis’ head. Harry Styles was actually a real person and no matter if you want to call it a coincidence, faith or the destiny Harry and Louis met.

But before we go further on that subject we have to mention Louis’ condition. His schizophrenia would never disappear all, but his medicine helped him to go through every day without seeing or hearing things that wasn’t there. So from anyone who saw or talked to Louis could never guess his illness. It was almost as it wasn’t there.

Now we can talk about Harry and Louis and how and when they met. They met about a year after Louis got out from the mansion, when Louis was sane enough to live by himself, get a real job and only meet his Therapist once every week.

It had been a bit of a shock to Louis to see Harry in the little bakery down the road. Or a bit of a shock was not really enough, Louis had got a huge back flash moment and not soon after collapsed in front of the curly haired lad. Harry who had no idea who Louis was had freaked out and called 911.

Even though Harry didn’t know Louis at all he had stayed by Louis’ side until Louis woke up. Louis had then, while blushing like crazy, explained the situation to Harry, only leaving out the part where they fell in love.

Harry hadn’t freaked lout like Louis was sure he would, Harry had actually smiled and then asked for Louis’ number. The two lads started to hang out and they found out that they enjoyed the other’s company more than what could be classed as healthy.

About after eight month of knowing the other Harry got the courage to ask Louis out for a real date. Louis had, of course,said yes.

Now six years after the first date they shared they lived in a small house. Just the two of them, the only difference from when they moved here four years ago was that they were now not only lovers. They were husbands.

So like it was said in the beginning; Life is a weird thing. It goes in the most crazy directions but even then it’s worth it. It’s worth to find out how it turns out because no matter how weird, lonely, crazy, ugly or worthless you feel, there’s always someone out there who cares. There’s always someone who would miss you if you passed, always someone who wants to hold you when you’re sad, someone who wants to make you smile and laugh. You just have to wait and let life lead the way.

No matter how stuck you might feel, there’s always somewhere to go and sooner or later you will find the way. Just wait. And hold out. Your saver will come.

The end.

A/N: Hope you liked the ending because, yes this is the end. Stuck is now finished and I want to thank everyone for reading, voting, fanning and mostly commenting on this story! I loved to read your reactions and to know what you think of what I'm wiritng :) It makes me really happy.

So now there's the shoutouts left, fist of my friend @korkadesida (@threedirections) who not only did the cover for Stuck but also gave me the idea for the ending. You helped me out a lot with this story, thank you :)xx

@RachelJoLuvs you've commented on almost every chapter and I just want to thank you so thank you :)xx

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@Secretly_gone you have been commenting and voting since the beginning of Worthless and I just want to thank you for that. Xx

I want to thank @_saved_ because she is an amazingly nice, friendly and honest person. You have also helped out. Thanks :)xx

And then the one person I saved to the end @Cliffertje , you ,my friend, is the best commenter (is that a word?) ever, even though you haven't commented on every chapter. I love you, your comments always manage to make me happy! So thank you a millions of times! :)

And shout out to all my fans and readers! You are all amazing :)

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/Agnes :)