In My Eyes [Vkook]

Jimin

I sat on Jimin's bed quietly, thinking about this and that. I stared out the window, it was so pretty outside. Blankets of snow decorated every surface, and the trees were stripped bare of their leaves, showing their withered brown branches. I let out a big sigh and my breath condensed on the window. I smiled wrly and started doodling.

"Jungkook?" Jimin waved his hand infront of my face.

"Oh hmm?" I turned away from the window and back to Jimin.

"You okay? You seem deep in thought or something."

I shrugged and looked back to window. I saw I had been drawing hearts with Tae's name inside them. I sighed and rubbed it off. "I've just got a lot to think about I guess..."

Jimin took my hand from the window and held it tightly. I turned to him questioningly. "Uh Jimin?"

He just smiled. "Tell me what you were thinking about. I wanna know what goes on inside that head of yours..." he gently tapped my head and I couldn't help but smile back.

Spending time with Jimin reminds me of my times with Tae. I don't have to pretend with Jimin, I know he'll accept me, even with all my flaws. I haven't known him as long as Tae, but he's the only person I can rely on right now and that's why I'm so greatful for him.

"Hey Jungkook!" He snapped his fingers in front of my face. "You're spacing out again!"

I blinked and half smiled at him. "S-Sorry!"

He grinned and brushed a piece of hair out of my face. "Tell me what you're thinking about."

I already told him about Tae, he knows about everything really, but I'm not sure he fully understands how I feel. Tae's in my head 24/7, nearly everything reminds me of him. And it brings back memories of him that makes my heart ache, knowing that we won't spend any more time with each other to make more memories together.

I sighed and looked down. "It's Tae..."

Jimin huffed. "It's always Tae... why don't you try and think about someone else instead... some like me?"

I scrunched up my nose. "Jimin? W-What are you talking about?"

He cupped my chin and tilted my head upwards so my eyes met with his. "Jungkook..." he whispered softly. "I think I'm in-"

*RING RING* *RING RING*

I jumped back in surprise. Why am I so flustered? I took my phone out of my pocket and stared at the caller ID. T-Tae?

I took in a sharp breath. If I answer this everything that I've been trying so hard to keep back will come flowing out.

"Jungkook who is it?"

Tears spilled from my eyes but I couldn't help but smile. "It's... It's Tae!" Maybe he's missing me? Maybe he wants me back? Maybe he realised that he needs me as much as I need him? I let out a small laugh. I suddenly craved his voice, I wanted to hear him call me kookie, and hear his childish giggles at something I'd said.

But why would he like someone like me? I'm nothing compared to him... someone like me doesn't deserve someone like him... Grey clouds of doubt started to cloud over my mind, but that didn't stop me from wanting to answer.

I put my hand on the answer button and was about to slide my finger.But Jimin caught my wrist, he frowned. "Don't answer it..."

My eyes widened. "What why?"

He shook his head. "You know you'll just get hurt again..." he grabbed my phone and chucked it across the bed.

"No! I need to hear his voice! I need to hear it... I need him!" I screamed and went to get it but Jimin grabbed my waist and pulled me onto his lap.

"Let go of me!" I tried to get away but he held me tight. The phone stopped ringing.

Jimin released his grip on me and I sobbed quietly. He knew I wouldn't have the guts to call him back.

"Jungkook... I'm trying to help."

I looked at him and sniffled. "Well no one asked you to..."

He looked down sadly. "Jungkook... I-I'm..."

I instantly felt bad. "Jimin... I'm sorry, I'm so greatful for your help, I wouldn't have lasted if it wasn't for you... but Tae... It's different, I need him, I want him, I crave him."

He sighed and looked away. "You like him that much huh?"

"Without him I'm broken..."

***
Tae POV-

I woke up early and jumped out of bed. Excitement bubbled in my stomach as I realised I'd get to see Kookie at school. I walked to my bathroom and stripped off, I climbed into the shower and turned the water on. I sighed and closed my eyes as I washed myself.

I got out a while later and got ready for school, taking extra care with how I looked. I styled my hair and smiled to myself. Kookie would always take years to do his hair, didn't he know it looked perfect in the first place?

***

The walk to school was a boring as ever. Normally I'd text Kookie on the way and I'd be giggling and some random funny thing he'd say. But ever since Yeri kissed him none of that happened anymore. Speaking of Yeri... I need to talk to her about what happened. I'm so stupid... I know Kookie wouldn't kiss her, he isn't like that, how could I be so dumb? It was Yeri all along...

~J4MMYD0DG3R