In My Eyes [Vkook]

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Jungkook POV-

I watched Tae walk away, my mouth hanging slightly open in shock. W-What? I touched my lips and closed my eyes. Tae kissed me! He kissed me! I grinned against my fingers and blushed slighty. I walked to my class and sat down in my chair still grinning like an idiot.

Jimin walked in and sat next to me. I gulped quietly, remembering that Jimin kissed me too. I felt him staring at me but I couldn't meet his gaze.

"Jungkook?" He said sadly. I bit my lip and looked up at him.

"Y-Yeah?"

"I-I'm sorry for... k-kissing you..." He fiddled with his hands on the desk and looked away from me.

I just nodded since I didn't really know what to say. "Uh... okay..."

Jimin sighed and turned to me with a serious expression. "Jungkook, I love you... please forget about Taehyung, he's only hurt you, I can make you happy, I swear I'll never hurt you..." he held my hands in his and looked at me pleadingly.

"J-Jimin... I-I...I love Tae..."

He huffed and let go of my hands, he looked at the desk and bit his lip, looking like he was going to cry. "I understand..."

"Jimin-"

"Don't worry..." he interrupted quickly. He stood up, grabbed his bag and hurried out of class. I saw tears fall from steadily from his eyes. I looked down and sighed. All I do is hurt people... I'm such a burden...

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Tae POV-

I sat on my bed staring at my wardrobe and tapped my fingers on the mattress. What shall I wear... I sighed and shook my head, It's just Kookie... why am o so worried? I bit my lip and smiled slightly. It's because it's Kookie that I'm worried...

After about half an hour of contemplating I chose my clothes. I changed into a plain dark grey tshirt, a checked white and light grey flannel and black ripped jeans. I styled my hair in the normal way and sprayed my cologne. I stared at myself in the mirror. Okay, looking good, don't be awkward, let's do this! I did a mini fist pump and walked out my room.

I picked up my bag, keys and phone and walked to my front door. "Eomma, Appa, I'm going to Jungkook's house."

"Okay have fun Taehyung!" My mum called.

"Don't stay out too late."

I rolled my eyes. "Yes Appa."

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I walked down the road with my headphones playing music loud. I nodded to the beat as I made my way to Kookies house, excitement bubbled in my stomach.

I got to his door, took a deep breath and knocked lightly.

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Jungkook POV-

I heard a knock on my door and felt my heart beat quicken. I slowly made my way downstairs, checking myself out in the mirror before hand.

I pulled my sweater further down my arms so all my skin was covered. It stung slightly, since a few cuts were recent. My skinny jeans clung to my legs, showing how thin and frail I really was. However my face and eyes seemed to be glowing with what can only be described as excitement. Cause of Tae no doubt I nodded, I look decent.

I heard another round of knocks and sighed. I smoothed my hair and left a bit in my face, while walking to the door, I opened it slowly and looked at the floor.

"Hey Kookie!" Tae's bubbly voice said. He pulled me into a tight hug. My heart raced and I instinctively hugged back. I took a deep breath and inhaled his cologne, a smell I had missed so much. He squeezed me tighter, not seeming like he was going to let go.

"T-Tae... I can't breathe..." I mumbled quietly.

"Oh sorry!" He pulled away and let me go. "I just missed you so much... I missed our skinships, our silly conversations, our sleep overs, but most of all I missed it being just me and my kookie."

I blushed brightly and looked down avoiding his gaze. "Y-Yeah... I missed you t-too..." I fiddled with my fingers not really sure of what to do.

Tae cupped my face gently and tilted my chin up, so I was facing him. "Kookie, I love you." He closed his eyes and gently pressed his lips onto mine.

I followed what he did and closed my eyes too. His arms snaked around my waist, pulling my body close to his. I gasped quietly and put my hands on his chest. He grinned against my lips and slid his hand down to my butt. He held it and squeezed gently, this made my face burn brightly, and he knew it.

His tounge trailed along my bottom lip, I shivered slightly and opened my mouth. He quickly invaded my mouth with his tounge. I sucked on it gently, getting a groan from Tae in response. I pulled away and looked down.

"D-Did I hurt y-you?"

Tae giggled. "Hurt me? No..." he shook his head and mumbled, "How cute."

I blushed and stood in front of him awkwardly.

"Come, let's go to your bedroom." He held my hand and dragged me upstairs.

He sat on my bed and looked at me seriously. "Kookie, do you want to d-do it?"

I sat next to him qnd crossed my legs. "W-What? Uh..."

Tae shuffled closer to me. "I'll be gentle..." he looked at me with pleading eyes. "I can't believe I finally realised that I love you and want you kookie. But now that I do realise, I want all of you kookie..."

I chewed my lip as my heart raced painfully against my chest. "T-Tae I w-want you t-too..."

He smirked and pulled me close to him. He kneeled up and kissed me, making me kneel too. His hand slid up my shirt and I froze.

He pulled away. "What's wrong Kookie?"

I shook my head. "Um... m-maybe we should w-wait a while..." Not wanting him to see the scars and bruises all ovet my body.

He frowned. "Why?"

I looked away, not sure what to tell him. "I c-can't tell you..."

Tae pouted and looked at me pleadingly. "Kookie, we should be honest with eachother."

I felt tears well up in my eyes and I looked down. They ran down my face and I sobbed into my hands. He'll think I'm a monster if I tell him...

~J4MMYD0DG3R