In My Eyes [Vkook]

Disappearing

"I hate you! Stay away from me!" He snarled "You're nothing... you're irrelevant."

"T-Tae? I-I don't understand..."

Tae looked at me with hateful eyes. He scoffed and spat in my eyes. I whimpered and shied away. Why is he doing this? I can't go through this again...

"I should have listened to Yeri and Namjoon and Hoseok and Yoongi! You're disgusting, you're nothing..."

I ran up to Tae and grabbed his arm. "Please! Tae! It's me! It's Kookie! Please stop you're scaring me!" I pleaded desperately, but he shrugged me off and chucked me to the side. My body crumpled to the ground, a painful whimper escaped from my mouth on impact. "Not you too. Not you too. Not you too." I cried into the ground.

I'll have no one...if he leaves me I'll be alone

I tried to get up but my body had half sunken into the concrete, trapping me and stopping me from running away. Running away from my problems like I always did. "You said you loved me..." I choked quietly.

"Me? Love you?" He cackled as he held my chin tightly and forced me to looked up at him. "Now why would I say that?"

I cried harder and shut my eyes tightly. "No, p-please..." 
Why am I such a whimp? Stand up for youself!

"Jungkook?" I nervously looked up. Tae was no longer there. Instead it was me...

"Y-You're me?" I whispered softly.

"You? Hah! Hardly, I'm the better version. I have no scars or cuts or bruises. I don't stutter when I talk. I'm not shy or socially akward. I'm everything but you"

I gulped kept my mouth shut. I wished the ground would swallow me up. Tae...I need you.

"Tae? Calling for Tae?" My doppelganger mocked. "You're so weak and needy... you should just end it!"

I closed my eyes. You know he's right... I should, I should.

I felt my surroundings shift around me. I blinked slowly to adjust to the bright light. "Wh-What?" I mumbled to myself.

"Over here..." A harsh voice called almost mockingly. I followed without hesitation and came to face a mirror. My reflection wasn't there, which I was glad about, I didn't need anymore reasons to end it.

A cold hand came to rest on my shoulder. I jumped and turned to see who it was but no one was there. An image appeared in the mirror. It was my reflection, Tae was standing next to my reflection with his hand on my reflection's shoulder.

He held a bottle of pills and my reflection slowly took it. Tae mumbled something but I couldn't hear. My reflection nodded and shakily undid the lid. He poured some pills into the palm of his hand and took a deep breath.

"No!" I screamed and ran up to the mirror. I banged on the mirror and cried out, but my reflection took no notice. "Don't! Don't!" I shouted pleadingly.

My reflection looked straight at me through the mirror and mumbled "I'm sorry" he took the pills.

"No!" I felt them in my mouth. I refused to swallow the pills, but my body wasn't listening. They slid down my throat and I felt them sink into my stomach.

My reflection slumped to the ground and cracked his head on the cold floor. Tae stared down at it with an evil smirk. I shouted out for him to do something to help. His head snapped up and his eyes caught mine under a hateful and piercing gaze.

I gasped and quickly ran away but I was met with another mirror. I backed off and tried to escape but soon found out that I was trapped. Trapped in a hexagon of mirrors.

I screamed and banged on the glass. "Help! Help!" I begged and shouted. But no one came to save me.

"Jungkook?" A voice called. I turned around and saw Jimin. He was in one of the mirrors. He smirked evily. "I'll help you."

I shook my head quickly and backed away slowly. In each of the mirrors an imaged started to form. One of Namjoon, then Yoongi, then Hoseok and Jin, until each mirror was full. I shook my head and tried to find a way out.

They started jeering at me, throwing hateful words at me. Saying that I couldn't do anything right, couldn't even die properly like I was meant to.

They climbed out the mirror, their cold hands grabbed at me, they ripped off my clothes and snickered evily. Hot tears ran down my face, leaving burning tracks down my cheeks. They pulled harder, a hot burning sensation filled my body as they ripped me apart, limb by limb.

I saw a bright light, a light above all of the chaos. I stretched myself out towards it and grabbed onto it like it was my life line. It raised me up. Away from the pain. I looked down and saw my mangled body. But I didn't care. Nothing mattered except the light carrying me away.

It spoke to me. A calm and gentle voice "Welcome home Jungkook..."

***
Tae Pov-

"Stay with us Mr Jeon!" The doctor said as he frantically did CPR on Kookie. I was held back by other people as I watched.

"Kookie! What have you done? Kookie... Kookie!" I cried desperately as I watched. Kookie laid limp on the floor, eyes barely open and skin pale. Kookies eyes slowly drifted to me and began to close.

"Kookie stay awake... No! NO! Don't close your eyes... Please don't... KOOKIE!" I begged and tried to break free of the people.

"Mr Jeon... We need you to stay wi-" The doctor began

"-Kookie! Wake up! wake up!" I cut him off with my desperate cries.

Kookies eyes shut completely and his chest stopped rising. I cried harder and as I tried to break free.

...

"I'm sorry Mr Kim... We did all we could..." the doctor said softly.

"What?! No! Kookie! Kookie!" I felt tears forming again.

"I need you to calm-"

"Don't fucking tell me to calm down!" I snapped at the doctor.

"I'm sorry... he's gone..."

"N-No... he can't be... He's just sleeping, he'll wake up soon... h-h-he'll wake up in the morning." I denied the truth.

"No he won't, Mr Kim... I'm sorry... "

"I-I... no! He told me he'd see me later! He said he'd see me later! I didn't get to say good bye! He promised me he'd see me later!"

"Mr Kim... Please wait outside, get a drink of water, call a friend. There's nothing we can do."

"I-I... I have no one... he's all I had..."

"I'm sorry Mr Kim... He's gone."

No..he can't be..