In My Eyes [Vkook]

Hickey

I opened my curtains and light poured into my room. I heard Tae groan and I looked at him. He rolled over in my bed and pulled the covers over his head. I sighed and sat next to him.

I pulled the covers away from him and looked at his face. His nose was scrunched up and his eye brows were creased. Instead of the cute, light snores he usually did, heavy, gurgly ones came from his mouth.

What is up with him lately? I've never known him to drink so much... he opened one eye slowly and looked at me.

"Kookie... water." He rasped and closed his eye again.

I sighed, got up, went downstairs and bought him back a glass of water.

I shook him gently. "Tae..."

He grumbled and opened his eyes. "Eh?"

"Here's your water."

He sat up and drank it slowly. He rubbed his head and winced. He gave me a small smile. "Morning Kookie."

I tried to give a genuine smile back, but I couldn't stop thinking about last night. My hand instantly went up to my neck where he left a mark, I know he probably doesn't remember it, but I don't think I'll ever forget it.
Tae glanced at me sideways and his eyes widened. He put the glass down and cupped my chin. My breathing became ragged. W-What is he doing? He leaned closer, I stared at him in shock. I licked my lips and smiled wrly. I can still feel the soft warmness that came when he kissed me last night, even if he was drunk, it was still my first kiss.

He tilted my head up and I closed my eyes, expecting a kiss. I puckered slighty and waited for our lips to meet.

"Wah... is that a hickey?" He exclaimed.

I opened my eyes and saw him looking at the mark on my neck. My heart sunk and I felt so stupid. Of course he wouldn't kiss me...

"What's a hickey?" I asked slightly confused.

Tae grinned at me. "My Kookie is so innocent and adorable."

I blushed and looked away.

"It's a love bite. So when some one kisses you and then sucks and bites in that same place, it leaves a mark." He explained.

I blushed brighter remembering the of his lips on my neck and the pleasure it gave me.

Tae cocked his head and smirked. "So... whose the lucky girl?"

I bit my lip. What should I say? I can hardly tell him it was him.

Tae patted my back softly. "Don't be shy! Tell me!"

"I-It wasn't a g-girl..." I stumbled over my words and mentally face palmed. Why would I say that?

Taes eyes widened. "It was a... guy?"

I bit my lip and looked away, nodding timidly.

"Do I know him?"

I chewed my cheek. "Yes... Tae the thing, is it was y-"

My brother walked into my room and did a lip curl at Tae. "Why are you here again? Don't you have your own house?"

Tae frowned and stood up. He rubbed his head and walked to my door. He put on his top and turned to us. "I'll go use the bathroom then I'll leave..." he walked out the door and I heard him go into the bathroom.

"Junghyun hyung? What was all that about?" I said getting a bit annoyed at the way he talked to my friend.

Junghyun sat on my bed and sighed, he patted next to him, signalling me to sit too.

I did so and waited for an explanation.

"Jungkook... I know how you feel about Taehyung, to be honest the only person who can't see it is Taehyung." He looked at me and gave me a sad smile.

"But... that's not his fault, I'm the one who hasn't told him yet," I rubbed my neck awkwardly. "I just don't want to ruin our friendship."

Junghyun shook his head. "But the way he acts with you, I can see it's messing with you, he might not mean it, but that doesn't change the fact that you're hurting because of him."

I sighed. "He's just being Tae..."

"Wel maybe Taehyung isn't good for you. He's a bad influence sometimes and you know it. He doesn't focus on school, whenever he goes to party's he normally gets smashed and then he uses you look after him and make him feel better"

I shook my head. "B-But hyung, I love him..."

Junghyun looked at me. "Love him?"

I nodded. "What I'm feeling is definitely love, my aches whenever I'm not around him... I need him to stay with me."

He bit his lip. "Okay... I'll be nicer to him... but if he hurts you again, on purpose or by accident, I won't be so kind."

Tae POV-

I walked past Kookies room, on my way back from the bathroom. I waa about to go in a say bye to him when I heard him say, "B-But hyung, I love him..."

My heart ached for some reason I didn't know, and all of a sudden I felt sad. Who does he love? The person who gave him that hickey?

I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. Oh well I don't care... I have Yeri...

I walked downstairs and opened the door. I turned back and bit my lip, I wanted to hug Kookie tightly and tell him not to love anyone but me. I surprised myself slightly when I thought that. My feelings for Kookie are just platonic right?

I walked away and shut the door behind me. I'm not so sure anymore.

~J4MMYD0DG3R