Meeting Dan (Danisnotonfire)

Chapter 13 - Breakdown

Dan's POV.

I woke up and looked at the clock. 10am. I can't even begin to explain the pain in my head. To be honest i couldn't even remember much about last night. I turned over to see Ivy still fast asleep. I just watched her as she was sleeping. She looked so peaceful and beautiful. I gently climbed out of bed and put on a shirt before heading out of my room. Wow. The appartment was a mess. This was going to be fun to clean up. I looked over to see a note on the table. I picked it up and smiled as i read it. "Hey Dan, me and Leah have gone out for breakfast. We'll be back a bit later on. Phil". It was about time Phil found a decent girl, and Leah seemed like she was his perfect match. I decided to get a start on cleaning, because i knew it was going to be a long job. After about an hour i saw Ivy stagger out of my bedroom. Poor girl looked so hungover, but some how, still as beautiful as ever. "Morning sleep head, how do you feel?". She just looked at me, and tried to smile. "Yeah, not great, i think i am going to go lay down again for a while before i get in the shower." I just laughed as i saw her head back into my bedroom. I didn't mind, it was best that i got this place cleared up anyway. As i was cleaning i received a text on my phone. "Thanks for a great night mate! Sorry me and Finn had to leave so early, we have a meeting soon. See you later!". I smiled and then continued to tidy up. 

Ivy's POV

Wow. I had never felt this rough. My head was banging and i felt sick. It was an amazing night, but i really was suffering now. I decided to lay down just for 10 minutes or so before taking a shower. I layed on Dan's bed and decided to check the usual things i check in the morning. YouTube, facebook and twitter. I checked YouTube first and because i was subscribed to Alfie, i saw that he had uploaded a new video called: Dan's birthday vlog! I began to laugh just looking at the title. Without even thinking to tell Dan i opened the video and laughed all the way through. Half way through the video i saw myself jumping up and down like crazy and Dan picking me up and kissing me. Wow, i didn't even remember this! I smiled and once the video had ended i looked at some of the comments. Bad idea.

"Ew, who's the ugly bitch Dan is with?"

"Could never imagine Dan dating a fat chick."

"Eurgh who's the bitch with Dan?! He deserves so much better!"

"Get off Dan, he is mine. Kill yourself". 

There were so many hateful comments towards me. Threats, abuse and all kinds of things. Tears began to form in my eyes. I grabbed my phone and headed out Dan's room and into the bathroom. I shut the door and heard Dan shout from the other side. "Hey, want some pancakes?". I managed to compose myself before shouting back "Yeah, sounds lovely." I turned on the shower so Dan would think i was in there and then i just sat on the floor and began to cry. I always knew that this was a possibility. I knew i would probably get hate from people if they knew me and Dan were together. I couldn't bare the though of him getting hate too, or maybe even losing subscribers. No. That couldn't happen.

My hands were shaking and i quickly opened the back of my phone and the small shiny blade fell onto the floor. I hadn't cut in so long, i didn't need to. I was happy. But now, the need was back. I began slicing the blade across my arm countless times and watched as the crimson liquid dripped off my arm and onto the white floor. After about 20 deep cuts i dropped the blade and began to cry even more. I managed to get to my feet and opened the cabinet that was on the bathroom wall. Without thinking i opened the door and saw the many boxes of tablets that were in front of me. Without thinking, i grabbed the nearest box and without even looking at what they were i emptied them into my hand and began to swallow them all one by one. After a few minutes i sat back down. My head was spinning and my eyesight was blurry. I looked down at my arm and all i could see was blood. I looked up at the ceiling and before long i had fell into a heap on the floor, then everything went black...

Dan's POV:

"Pancakes are ready!". I shouted and began to put the cutlery on the table. I expected the shower to stop immediately and for Ivy to come running out the bathroom. I assumed she hadn't heard me, so once the table was set and the pancakes were on the table aswell, i walked over to the bathroom. I knocked on the door. "Ivy, hurry up they'll get cold!". There was no answer. I gently pushed the door open, but something was stopping it from opening. I began to panic slightly. I pushed the door harder and harder until there was a gap just big enough for me to look through. I peered through the small gap and i couldn't believe my eyes. I saw Ivy, laying on the floor, covered in blood with pills around her body. No, she couldn't do this to me. She couldn't leave me.

I shoved the door as hard as i could and quickly turned off the shower before kneeling down beside her. I was expecting to tap on her shoulder and she would just look up and me with those gorgeous green eyes and show me that beautiful smile. But this didn't happen. I shook at her shoulders. "Ivy, come on babe you've got to wake up." She wasn't responding. Tears began to roll down my cheeks as i pulled out my phone and called for an ambulance. "Yes, umm i need an ambulance, my girlfriend, i think she has tried to kill herself. Please send someone." I gave them the address and hung up before the operator had a chance to carry on. I didn't have time to listen to her, i needed to help my girlfriend. I picked her up and headed into the lounge where i layed her on the floor. The bathroom was too cramped for us to both be in there. I leant down and listened for any breathing. Nothing. I then checked her neck for a pulse. Again nothing. I began to scream at her with tears streaming from my eyes. "No Ivy, you can't do this please, i need you!". I quickly called Phil and put it on speaker placing the phone on the floor. I opened her mouth and began to breathe for her. I then placed my hands on her chest and pushed down screaming at her to wake up.

"Hey Dan, what's up?". "Phil, please you need to come home, I found Ivy in the bathroom and she's not breathing or anything, please Phil i need you here!". I kept on pushing on her chest, using all my strength hoping she would open her eyes. "I'll be there in 5 minutes Dan, okay? She'll be okay don't worry." Phil didn't sound too sure but he hung up the phone and i kept on trying to bring her back. For the next 10 minutes i kept trying. Breathing for her, trying to get a pulse. The door suddenly opened and Phil came running up to me. "Phil, where the fuck are the paramedics?! I called them ages ago!". "Mate they will be on their way, don't worry, can i do anything?". I tried to speak, but my throat just felt blocked. "Umm, go get a t..towel or something and put pressure on her arm." Phil ran off and soon hurried back placing the towel on her arm and applying pressure. "Please don't leave me Ivy, i love you." Just as i said this the paramedics ran in and took over. They kept doing what i was before placing these strange looking things on her body. "Woah, what does that do? It won't hurt her right?". Phil held onto my arm as the paramedics continued pounding her chest. "We need to get her heart started, hopefully this will help." The machine made some weird noises before sending a shock to Ivy making her body lift off the ground. I felt physically sick seeing her like this. I ran into the kitchen and stood over the sink trying to compose myself. Phil came into the kitchen but i ushered him away. "Go be with her okay? She needs someone there." He nodded and headed back to Ivy's side. I sat down on the floor with my head in my hands sobbing. How could she do this to herself? What made her do this. "We've got a pulse". I heard the paramedic shouting from the lounge and ran straight to her side grabbing her hand. "Does this mean she will be okay??" The paramedic just looked at me whilst placing Ivy onto the stretcher. "She has lost a lot of blood, and taken a lot of pills. Nothing is certain yet, but we need to get her to the hospital quickly so they can asses her there." I nodded and turned to Phil. "Look, i need to go with them okay? Where is Leah, i thought you were with her?" Phil shook his head. "No, we went to go and eat and then she had to head home. I'll call her though and let her know what has happened and we will meet you at the hospital." I hugged him and headed down the lift with the paramedics and out of the door, and into the ambulance. I sat on the seat holding her hand and just looked at her. "Please pull through this babe, please. I love you."...

A/N! Well that was dramatic hey guys!

Sorry it's a bit depressing i know, but i mean, something had to happen! Will Ivy pull through?!

On a side note, i have changed the names so try not to be too confused! But yeah, i was too unoriginal to use names different from mine and my friends when i started this, but i decided it would be best to use other names, as the characters are not supposed to be 100% based on us personally. But yeah, thanks for reading guys! Will update soon!

Kayla x