Bullied By Them, Loved The Other

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I was kinda nervous about where tony was talking me. The last person who held my wrist like that was Walter, tony was also grabbing the wrist with my scars and partial cuts, but he didn't know.

We walked outside and down the street, By this point he wasn't holding my wrist anymore. We arrived at a pizza restaurant and ordered a pepperoni pizza. Me and Tony where talking about something, and then he soon started telling me about how he always used to come here when he was younger, before his parents pretty much abandoned him. "Before my parents left we used to come here all the time the pizza here is awesome. I still come here sometimes the pizza here is still the same. Good as always." Tony commend

We socialized and ate for a while then left

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I woke up with Tony next to me and realized we have school in an hour. "Tony. Tone. Tiny tony. Tony." I said quietly while poking his cheek. "What" his muffled voice slurred "we have school in an hour" I whispered.

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When me and Tony entered the building and went our own ways. When I reached my class as usual there was no teacher in the room. As I was making my way over to the back of the class Victor threw a book at my head. I could tell it was Victor by his laugh. I sat in a seat and Jaime threw a book at my face and it hit me on the bridge of my nose. I felt a tear coming on but not because it hurt, it did hurt but that's not why I felt like crying.

Before any tears fell I got up and walked towards the door. Mike stepped in front of the door blocking me, "move" I demanded "no" Mike snarled. I couldn't take out anymore so I hurt Mike on a place that should never be hit. When he crumpled up to the floor I kicked him many times in the stomach. Victor rushed over and pushed me out of the way with Jaime screaming at me to go kill myself. I left with Jaime pushing me out the door.

I ran through the crowded halls and went to the gymnasium. I hid behind the stage curtains and sat there crying and letting go of everything. Well I tried to let go. I took the back off of my phone and got my blade, I cut eight little cuts on my left wrist and watched the crimson blood seep out. I felt my phone buzz as it was on my lap and ignored it it wouldn't stop buzzing and I was getting annoyed with it.

I looked at my phone and saw it was Tony
Tony: what class are you in
Tony: where are you
Tony: mariah what's going on
Tony: how come your not answering the phone
Tony: can you text me back
Tony: seriously mariah...
Tony: that's it I'm coming to find you

I read that the last text was sent minutes before since I'm a slow reader it was minutes ago. "Mariah!" I heard someone call my name. Tony. I turned to face him and looked back at my bare wrist. "How could you do this to yourself, why?" He questioned and then sat next to me. He held my wrist in his hands and just held them gently.

"Tony could you please go away." I cried. "No I'm not leaving until you talk to me. What's going on, this isn't okay." Tony said while holding on gently to my wrist. He grabbed some tissue out of his backpack and wiped away the blood. "Tony just please go. Please" I said while crying. As tears where dripping down my face he looked into my eyes and wiped my tears away. We made eye contact for a moment and then our lips crashed together.